Mahlomola Mfono
Disciple of Prayer
Hi i am 23 years old i have been praying for such a long time now but my problem did not start long ago it all started at the 1st of march 2017 i felt hot in the taxi and then i had the psychotic episodes i saw the things that other people did not see i saw my dead grand parents at front of the moving taxi they were calling me to go with them and then the other problem started i got panic attacks i was confused i was the world too different to this earth i dont know where i was most of the passengers where laughing but others were praying for me to get better but instead of getting better the situation became worse i was admited at the Regional hospital of kroonstad i felt like i was dying then the doctors told my mother that i was depressed and i had the panic attacks they also told her that i have pneumonia but i did not believe all that my problem became worse and worse day by day even now i still have those panic attacks and everything that happened that night keeps on repeating itself in my mind i see it every moment of my life and everytime when i get in the taxi the panic attacks starts again and worst thing in my life are the voices that speaks evil things in my head i just need prayers please pray for me i am pregnant and these voices are always telling me that im gonna die while giving birthand the moment they speak that vision seem to be real i see myself at the hospital pushing and failing to push then die please pray for me i dont enjoy my life even regret this pregnancy
