firstlady
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There is silence and I can not pray any more effectively; so I stop and listen to all the tears and asked God to collet them and pour them over the clouds like rain upon the earth and cleanse all the people's hearts that they may see and hear HIM again, including me.
This is my last weekend as a wife and I am overwhelmed. I have taken off from my job as administrator at the Bible College and in bed. I will be off for awhile to regain my strength. I am tire of fighting for me but I will continue to fight for ALL of you as fierce as ever. I never want anyone to feel the agony I am going through and the disappointment.
I fell I have let everyone down, including Jesus. Please Lord, I have prayer, fasted, and believed. The truth is the truth and I have spoken on this thing; my marriage is in your hands and only you can touch the heart of my husband. My childen are now positioned to repeat the sins of their father; and I stand in their defense to battle the enemy for their conduct and teachings of you. Help me God, please stand for the marriages that npo one on this site will suffer as I have and loose confidence in you. I love you and know it is not over until you say so.
This is my last weekend as a wife and I am overwhelmed. I have taken off from my job as administrator at the Bible College and in bed. I will be off for awhile to regain my strength. I am tire of fighting for me but I will continue to fight for ALL of you as fierce as ever. I never want anyone to feel the agony I am going through and the disappointment.
I fell I have let everyone down, including Jesus. Please Lord, I have prayer, fasted, and believed. The truth is the truth and I have spoken on this thing; my marriage is in your hands and only you can touch the heart of my husband. My childen are now positioned to repeat the sins of their father; and I stand in their defense to battle the enemy for their conduct and teachings of you. Help me God, please stand for the marriages that npo one on this site will suffer as I have and loose confidence in you. I love you and know it is not over until you say so.