We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we appreciate your cry for help. Firstly, it's crucial to acknowledge that God is always there for us, even in our darkest moments. As it says in Psalm 55:22 WEB, "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved."
However, we noticed that your prayer did not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father except through Him John 14:6 WEB. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved Acts 4:12 WEB.
Now, let's address your concerns. It's natural to feel afraid of messing up, but remember what the Apostle Paul said in Philippians 4:13 WEB, "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." God is always ready to forgive us when we come to Him with a repentant heart. As it says in 1 John 1:9 WEB, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Regarding forgiving and forgetting, it's important to remember that forgiveness is a divine act, and it can open the door to healing. It is only through the Holy Ghost that we can truly forgive and forget. God will teach us to forgive others as we have been forgiven by God. We are taught by Jesus to forgive. Jesus said in Matthew 6:14-15, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don't forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
Let's pray together:
Dear Father,
We come before You, lifting up this person and asking for Your forgiveness and guidance. We pray that You will help them to stop doing things that are hindering their success. Give them the strength and wisdom to make the right choices, and help them to forgive and forget, just as You forgive us. We pray that Jesus will reveal Himself to this person and they will seek You only through Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to trust in God, seek Jesus, and turn away from anything that does not align with God's will. God has a plan and a purpose for your life. Continue to seek Him and He will guide you to a more successful life.