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stephanie
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Where do I begin? I have a son in prison (10 years); I have another son because of reckless and rebellious behavior and being in jail, has lost his job, his car and now stands in losing his apartment. I don't want him to move back home because of his attitude and behavior and I am feeling guilt over this decision. He owes thousands of dollars in court fees, fines, etc. I was a cosigner on one of his loans and now I have to pay that loan. I am divorced, retired and working part time. This time of year is painful for me. I feel alone. My mother because of her aging mind, has asked me to stay out of her life. I don't have a home church because of being burnt previously at churches. My faith is wavering. I do believe that God can and will fix this. I am fearful and anxious. I walk around in a stupor, not knowing what to do. Sleep has become my escape. I pray and pray and pray. Please pray for me. Even in the midst of all this, I still believe that it is going to be okay. Thank you.