seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i pray and know that i will be helped today and that negativity does not have a strong hold any more in my life i ask for help typing my prayer i know that i will be ok that it is a beautiful day and that no negativity can come o this house it is a eautiful day and i just ask for calm restful sleep today no more burdens no more troubles i ask that i give up whatever i was feeling these last two days it was a diffficult time of temptation by alot of delusions i ask that and pray that any negativity or attacks that were trying to come could not and simply would never be able to return that calm things like medicine would remove any delusions or compulsions but also that i would be able to ask for grace now and please pray for me it has been a very tough time of feeling like i am going to be judged and angry please help me to realize just how much i do care because i know i do care that jesus loves me may i give praise now for all the wonderful awesome things i have had in my life and have now in jesus chrsits name like the awesome opera the la boeheme my family all the beauty today i ask for healing and calmness for this house i ask for aewsome love like i felt at catalina i know i am not a trickster that i am not going to go to ruin but i do need help because for a long time i have held on to some problems but alot of htem went away in college i ask for help now to not judge nor hold anyhting against my family and that i could put htem at ease by being a good brother and son in hte name of jesus christs i pray hallejulah amen i know i am heard and i ask for others to pray for my family that negativity would not come to this entire city that negativityt would not come to california and that i calm down and rest like i would just dreaming nicely at philmont but that i would calm down and be able to find calm rest today in the present without dleuional angers nor eye problems nor compulsiveness. al;so that i would respect my mom and dad and try to be honest and still today that i would not find being honest or still an effort but that i would be able to accept cgrace today that i woudl not be trciked either and that i would realize how precious my life is to jesus and not only how precious it is but how good it is to get back up and care that jesus and my parents and brother and this beautiful day love eachother please pray for calming and joy and rest and forgiveness to come to my hear and jesus i know you hear me and i just dontwwant to give in to any compulsive thoughtsnor think that i am damned etc. i admit i am a sinner please have mercy and search my heart
