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Father, I know your there and I know I have to do this alone. Today is a big scary day for me...keep me alive one more day, push me further from this agony. I am so tempted, yet something deep down inside me says you want me to stay alive, for what I don't know yet. Where is my joy, where is my peace? I want to be healthy, help me to trust you. I'm ready to go at times and I feel so alone, there is nobody around that understands. I give my heart, I give my love, I give a part of my soul...is this wrong? Protect me tonight, O Lord, you know my heart, if it is my time, take me, if not, put me in a deep sleep like you did for Adam. In Jesus name, amen.