EAndersen
Prayer Warrior
I need help. I don't know what any of this means. In the last five months I've become a completely different person, I've grown, I've become ready for a journey forward that I wouldn't have been prepared for back then. I've lost so much, and I'm waiting for something to change for the better, I know something has to. God, I know that these dreams that I've had could be you, and that what I feel may come true; but I'm putting my faith in you. I don't think about my troubles, I try not to stress, I try not to even remember any of the pain I just move forward and know that you will take care of all things. I pray that this is true, and that you make me ready for my journey. I need help. Bless me with strength, and guidance, and wisdom, and for a job to provide for myself and my family, for a career path, and for a path for me to find to find a spouse to stay faithful to for the rest of my life and to share your love with. I pray that your will be done in my life, if that's got something to do with the feelings and thoughts you put in me, or whether it's something else I have no right to decide and no decision in it at all. Let it be as it should be. Amen.
