Andria3585
Humble Servant
Please Jesus help me to fall back asleep. Help my mind to stop obsessing over thoughts and feelings. Help me lord to seek you daily. Lord there's two major issues worrying on my heart. My two issues are having to move, not having money and I might loose my children to because of this. My heart can't hold it and my mind as well. Lord to me there's no right way to pray. I'm trying to learn your ways, I beg you Jesus to keep us together. I can't imagine not having them. The other desire of my heart that is not allowing me to function because it was heavy upon my mind is Justin. Lord when we first met I felt like he was my godly soul tie, I felt like you sent him. I love him Jesus but I feel like he's pushing away due to all the housing issues and problems with neighbor. He seems half interested. He texts and calls not all the time, tells me he loves me, tells me yes to looking at a place then says he's not ready to move in together. Lord i am so confused. Help me to see what you want from me with Justin. Help Justin to keep his eyes on you, to read and heed your words, to stay with just me. To only have eyes for you and I lord. Lord i am not sure how to tell if you sent him in my life. If he in fact is my godly soul tie. I am heart BROKEN over this. God I need an anwser with him fast. I've been praying for days but getting mixed signals. Lord i love him. I love my kids and my world is upside down. Help fix it. In jesus name amen I pray.
