Help me Lord Jesus Christ. It's been a hard 8 years

bjacobson1964

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Help me Lord Jesus Christ. It's been a hard 8 years since my wife's passing and now it is coming up on the date I took her into the hospital December 24,2008. The last words I heard out of her mouth I am going to die. I held onto those words. Never got a chance to tell her I loved her. Now since that day I dread every Christmas Eve. I try to keep busy but those words stick in my head. Now it feels friends and family turned me away because of my thinking of her. And they just don't want nothing to do with me. I pray to Jesus for his love and guidance through this holiday season. I pray that he guides me through my troubles. I have do much to say. My heart just feels empty. In Jesus name i pray Amen.
 
God, please bless Jacobson and show him a new reason for living. Make him turn around and see who needs help, lost people, sad people, old people, poor people, orphans, maybe even neighbours, show him the new reason, show him who needs help so that he can fill up that voide in his heart in Jesus name. God turn around his heart to new sense of living. I know he will start a new fresh life. Please Lord, clean away with your blood every guilt and depression. fill his heart with joy of christmas time, joy about the birth of the son of God, the joy of giving presents to people in every possible form, gifts, ear that listens, money, sharing the word of God..., in Jesus name. Help him to heal his depression through helping other people in Jesus name. Show him the little joys of life, suround him with good and emphatic people, especially with beleivers in Jesus name. Every wound is able to be healed when the healer reach out his hand to heal. Thank you Jesus that you are present in his life and his heart, thank you that you fill his life, fill him with your joy and life, in Jesus name. God, help him to drink out of the well of your living waters, and never be thirsty again, in Jesus name. I cut every unhealthy cord, every ungdoly soultie between him and others that make him suffer in Jesus name. I ask you Jesus to destroy every dammaging illusion in his life in Jesus name, amen. Every depression, anxiety, fear and  sorrow you are healed on the cross of the calvarie in Jesus name, amen. I cover Jacobson with the blood of Jesus and i command you devil go away and dont come any more, in Jesus name. 
 
May God bless you to be able to make happy memories to ease some of the pain. I know how time stops when we lose someone very close to us. It becomes impossible to see ourselves doing anything without them. As if somehow we feel like making new memories without them Is like fading them and our memories of them out of our lives. Grief is debilitating it weighs us down, it allows us to feel only pain and sadness.

You may not have been able to tell her you loved her in the end but she knew it, through your actions of taking her to the hospital, showing concern for her, she knew. I'm sure if you think back through all the wonderful memories of your lives together there were many times she new how much you loved her. Hold onto to all the wonderful holiday memories you had together and let that last Christmas Eve end the story of your lives together, not define it. God bless you on your journey to find peace and happiness again. 
 
Trust in the unfailing love of the Lord, and in His promises.
Give Him this day and everything that it holds.
Walk in His goodness, knowing that His gentle hand will guide you and keep you.
I pray that the Lord hears your prayer requests and answers them according to His will.
In the Name of Jesus Christ I pray. Amen
 

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