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At Least Pray
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God, I’m trying one last time. Please help me. My request is not so great or beyond what I always believed what I was supposed to do to lead the life that You, God, tells us we are supposed to strive for. I pledged my love to my husband in marriage in church before You and our community and our families. We had a family as I was always told that You expected of us. I would have stayed forever. I am fundamentally a good person. I want to do what is right and good. But he was persuaded to leave his family values behind to go after material and worldly acclaim. I want my husband and my family reunited. I am begging You Lord. Return my husband and my family to me, as I pledged to love, honor and obey in church before You…ort let me go….please let me leave this mortal plain and just go back home to You….my work here is done without my family and I don’t want or even care to go on…I don’t want to live in a world where people don’t live up to their promises or obligations. It hurts too much…It means nothing….let me go if I can’t have my family back. I beg of You. Please pray for me. I want to go home or die. I don’t care which one…but those are the only two choices that I can live with…my heart is in so much pain and turmoil that I cannot go on….I stayed true to my marriage vows to this day. I will not break them. I will not divorce willingly…kill me if my marriage cannot be saved. If marriage and family are not sacred, why do we bother? I do not want to live in a world where family does not matter. Why am I still here? I can end it right now…please tell me what to do. Not bullshit.
