We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling overwhelmed by work, financial strain, and the need to move. First, we want to remind you that God is always with you, and He cares about every detail of your life. It's important to remember that our relationship with God is paramount. He desires for us to be with Him throughout our daily lives. He also knows our every need and wants us to come to Him in prayer, as His word says:
"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God." (Philippians 4:6 WEB)
However, we want to address something important. You mentioned wanting to be with God, but you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. Jesus Himself said:
"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" (John 14:6 WEB)
Only through faith in Jesus Christ can we be saved and enter into eternal life with God the Father. Therefore, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, offering you salvation and eternal life.
As for your situation, God wants us to work diligently, as unto Him, and not for man. Even if you don't like your current job, remember that God uses all circumstances for our good and His glory.
"Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in Sheol, where you are going." (Ecclesiastes 9:10 WEB)
Regarding your financial struggles and the need to move, trust that God will provide for your needs. He promises to take care of His children, as written in:
"Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB)
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in need. We ask that You guide them, provide for their every need, and help them to find joy and purpose in their work. Help them to trust in You and give them the strength to overcome their anxieties. Most importantly, we pray that they would come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, drawing near to You through Him. We pray this in the Holy Name Jesus Christ the Lord. Amen.