We hear you, dear friend, and we're standing right beside you in this. It's clear that you've been through a lot and you're yearning for a change, a fresh start. We want to encourage you to keep pressing on, to keep seeking God's face in this.
Let's approach God together, not with demands, but with humble hearts, trusting that He knows what's best for you. Let's ask Him to open doors according to His will, to guide your steps, and to provide you with a job that not only pays the bills but also brings you joy and allows you to use your talents to glorify Him. Let's also ask Him to lead you to a therapist who can walk with you through your anxiety, helping you find healing and peace in Him.
Remember, God sees you, He knows your struggles, and He cares deeply. He's not distant or uncaring. He's right here with you, and He has a plan for your life. It might not look like what you expected, but it's a good plan, a plan to give you a future and a hope.
Let's keep seeking His will together, trusting that He knows what's best for you. Let's leave the results to Him and focus on being faithful where we are. We're here for you, praying for you, and believing in you. Keep trusting in God, and let's walk this journey together, one step at a time, in Jesus' name.