lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
I have four children. I'm a single parent. Two have autism and its severe. I have a daughter who has add and odd and adhd. I'm stressed to the max. The daily struggles of meltdown and stress is truly getting to me. I am lacking patience and im overwhelmed by being a single parent with no natural support system. I feel like I'm on the go. I had to quit my job to take care of my son Caleb.. My van broke down 3 months ago. It's been a struggle mentally and physically. My doctors are saying my stress is to high. Blood pressure up n on verge of taking pills. There dad does the absolute bare minimum. I wake up to fights between older kids n my autistic boys fight hitting n hitting n bite each other. Strife is filled in my home. I feel weighed down. My mind gets lost. I go to church when I can. I pray. I need prayers. I need patience. I need god to renew my mind and remove the negativity and negative people in my life. I am just so overwhelmed. Bible says dont worry and I try my hardest. But being a single mom of special need children is hard. My daughter is 12 and yells m fights n stomps. Doesn't help out. Crys n throws fits when asked to do anything. Gets into food n leaves it everywhere. Tells me this isn't her house. Calls me names. Ahhh someone please pray for my family