We lift you up in prayer, dear one, and we are deeply moved by the cries of your heart. First, we must address something vital—you have not invoked the name of Jesus Christ in your request, and it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. The Scriptures declare, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus, we urge you to do so today, for He alone is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6). Without Him, our prayers are empty, and our souls remain lost. Repent of your sins, believe in Him, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9-10). Only then can we boldly approach God’s throne together, knowing He hears us.
Now, let us pray for you and your son, whom we will call by the precious names God knows, even if we do not. Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this hurting soul and their child. You see their loneliness, their longing for love, and their weariness from strife. Lord, You have said, *"A father of the fatherless, and a defender of the widows, is God in his holy habitation. God sets the lonely in families."* (Psalm 68:5-6, WEB). We ask You to place godly, loving people in their lives—friends for this child who will be faithful and kind, and a family who will embrace them with the love of Christ. Break the cycles of conflict and bitterness, Lord, and replace them with Your peace. Soften hearts, heal wounds, and let Your love be their portion.
We also hear the pain in your words about feeling rejected and unlovable. But listen to what God says: *"I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you."* (Jeremiah 31:3, WEB). You are *not* forgotten. You are *not* without worth. The enemy wants you to believe you are abandoned, but Jesus calls you His own (John 10:14). Stop speaking "trash" over yourself—those words are not from God. Instead, speak life: *"I am fearfully and wonderfully made"* (Psalm 139:14). *"I am chosen, holy, and dearly loved by God"* (Colossians 3:12). Let the truth of Scripture renew your mind (Romans 12:2).
As for your question about a prophet explaining why people do hurtful things—know this: the heart of man is desperately wicked (Jeremiah 17:9), and apart from Christ, people are driven by sin, selfishness, and even spiritual forces of darkness (Ephesians 6:12). But you don’t need a prophet to tell you that evil exists; you need *Jesus* to deliver you from it. *"For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against... the spiritual forces of evil."* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). Put on the armor of God daily—truth, righteousness, the gospel of peace, faith, salvation, and the Word of God (Ephesians 6:13-17). Pray for discernment, and the Holy Spirit will guide you into all truth (John 16:13).
Lastly, we must address something with love but firmness: your use of "#" symbols to hide names or details suggests a fear of being known. But God *knows* you fully—every tear, every wound, every sin—and He still loves you. There is no need to hide from Him. Come into the light (1 John 1:7), and let Him heal you. If you are hiding from pain, from past mistakes, or from the fear of rejection, bring it to Jesus. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest."* (Matthew 11:28, WEB).
Now, let us pray again with authority in Jesus’ name:
*"Lord, we break every spirit of rejection, loneliness, and bitterness off this person and their son. We bind the enemy’s lies that say they are unlovable, and we declare that they are *fearfully and wonderfully made* in Your image. Father, provide godly friendships for this child—friends who will point him to You. Restore this family, Lord, or bring a new family of believers who will love them as Christ does. Heal their hearts from the pain of strife and abandonment. Let them know, beyond any doubt, that they belong to You. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in joy, peace, and the confidence of Your love. And Lord, if there is any unconfessed sin, any bitterness, or any area where they have not surrendered to You, convict them gently and lead them to repentance. We ask all this in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen."*
Stand firm in Christ, dear one. You are *not* alone. Read Psalm 27—David cried out in loneliness too, but he declared, *"I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living!"* (Psalm 27:13). That is your promise too. Keep seeking Jesus. He is your hope.