Surlee M
Prayer Partner
Hello Prayer Warriors
This is a special prayer request for a special person. He is actually my ex husband James. We have remained the best of friends even after the divorce 12 years ago. I do so much for him as he is very sick and on Dialysis. He had had renal failure for 14 years. He is so underweight, doesn't eat well poor appetite, insomia, neuropathy and a short term memory from a bad car accident when he was 21. He lives by himself and can barely take care of himself he is 66 years old. I do what i can for him but it is so hard because i can hardly take care of my own needs. I work 2 part time jobs and i have a medical issue to that i am dealing with also. When he's around me, or spends a couple of nights at my house it is so depressing because all he does is lay around or sit around with his head down. His body temperature is where he is cold all the time due to his undeweight and the dialysis. He is short of breath all the time. He won't try to quit smoking. The only reason i put myself through this because i feel sorry for him. He has nobody. His son or his family doesn't keep in touch with him. No phone calls or nothing. It's like they just throwed him off on me. I have been there since day one through his alcoholism and sickness. I don't want anything to happen to him but i can't have no life dealing with all this. I am so overwhelmed, anxious and nervous. People can't understand why i just didn't walk away after the divorce and i wonder that too. I have made this man's problems my own. I really wish i never met him because he has been nothing but a hinder in my life. Here again i don't want him to die and it seems to me i am trying to save him which God can only do that. I had been praying for God to send someone else in his life so i can go on. I don't think that God would put all this on me. I don't think this was God's doing. This man abused me, beat on me, took my money and called me every name in the book, but i still didn't walk away. Now the tables are turned and he needs me more than ever, so now what am i suppose to do?
So this is my story.
Please pray with me that God will help James and me too.
Thank you all!
This is a special prayer request for a special person. He is actually my ex husband James. We have remained the best of friends even after the divorce 12 years ago. I do so much for him as he is very sick and on Dialysis. He had had renal failure for 14 years. He is so underweight, doesn't eat well poor appetite, insomia, neuropathy and a short term memory from a bad car accident when he was 21. He lives by himself and can barely take care of himself he is 66 years old. I do what i can for him but it is so hard because i can hardly take care of my own needs. I work 2 part time jobs and i have a medical issue to that i am dealing with also. When he's around me, or spends a couple of nights at my house it is so depressing because all he does is lay around or sit around with his head down. His body temperature is where he is cold all the time due to his undeweight and the dialysis. He is short of breath all the time. He won't try to quit smoking. The only reason i put myself through this because i feel sorry for him. He has nobody. His son or his family doesn't keep in touch with him. No phone calls or nothing. It's like they just throwed him off on me. I have been there since day one through his alcoholism and sickness. I don't want anything to happen to him but i can't have no life dealing with all this. I am so overwhelmed, anxious and nervous. People can't understand why i just didn't walk away after the divorce and i wonder that too. I have made this man's problems my own. I really wish i never met him because he has been nothing but a hinder in my life. Here again i don't want him to die and it seems to me i am trying to save him which God can only do that. I had been praying for God to send someone else in his life so i can go on. I don't think that God would put all this on me. I don't think this was God's doing. This man abused me, beat on me, took my money and called me every name in the book, but i still didn't walk away. Now the tables are turned and he needs me more than ever, so now what am i suppose to do?
So this is my story.
Please pray with me that God will help James and me too.
Thank you all!
