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Gracie36
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Hello, I thank you for your prayers. I am in need of prayer for several areas. One is I feel rejected by my former church. I realize that some of this problem does lie within me but it also is a misperception of the pastor and church members. I have kept my marital pain from the pastor and church members and went to a christian counseling. I was perceived as not making an effort to be invloved at church. However, I did makes some effort. I gave $$. I helped in Sunday School for 3 years and other things in the past. Anyway, for years it was all I could do just to make it to work and home. I was sick- with fatigue. It sounds like adrenal fatigue.. but I am the lady that made no effort. No one made an effort to call me. Not even once.-even when my father died. I don't know how to reonsile this pain. My husband emotionally abused me and still does sometimes. Why do they stand in judgement of me when they don't even know me. I miss worshiping with other people. at church.
