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HannahJesusFrek
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Hello, I have recently been going through alot of things such as:divorce of my parents, being in a town with no believers that I can find to bond with, and etc. I believe that my brother is possessed by some sort of spirit. I have gone through bouts of OCD and a while back I noticed that he started getting very involved with church and health. He shared with my mom that he got saved. However, I have been feeling him fighting with me on different topics that I feel are not right(catholic church was the first church, buddhists are peaceful, everything you say is pride). When I try to talk to him he won't answer me but he talks to me about health issues. If I disagree with him he says I have to obey him and eat this/that food. My dad was a narcissist so I wonder if my bro is sociopath/narcissist. When my bro was a kid he would not listen to authority and he said recently that he can do "whatever he wants". He was on my dads side even after he commited his third adultery. On top of this, my moms lawyers are like lawyers from hell. They did not serve my dad for 5 months and the judge is letting my dad get away with alot of things. My dad acts perfect out in public but he was emotionally abusing to my mom. My brother says he wants to be baptized but not in regular church but BIG manna church. He said he read that believers are baptized there. Then he started talking to mom about different subjects in front of me. He's usually not talkative. Whenever I try to talk to mom he acts bad. He has been into a steady diet of:lentils, rice, hot habenero peppers,and healthy things. He is constantly talking to mom about what he read on the computer. Me and my brother were never close but when I asked him about our childhood he said he didnt remember a thing. He brags alot and seems very egotistical. He always talks on different topics and when I say anything he says I have no logic therefore my answers are ALWAYS incorrect. He is always bangs things around and etc. I was cleaning the bathroom and he said that the product I was using was making his nose itch. He complained to mom about the whole thing. When I was about to do the bathroom downstairs he pooed and said "How does that smell Hannah"? I went upstairs and he was hiding in my room and scared me. He kept showing me pics of horror movies and etc. right after I had ocd about knives(this is something I wish I didnt have and dont want). I was talking about my cat and he told me 'Hannah you'd better come out. Your cat has half its face off". He was GRINNING. Our family pet Goldie recently died and he said he wanted his own dog because he never considered her his pet. When Goldie was always our family pet. He was always hanging out with dad I guess. He got mad because shadow was given away and bit a hole in our other bros stomach. Jacob has a rough history of getting into fights, drugs, alcohol, and etc. He recently became saved but he acts like he's the man of everything recently. When we were lifting a table he said MY TABLE and I was talking about my grandma he said MY GRANDMA(I said yeah Jacob both of ours). When I was talking to mom he would try to belittle me. He says he's born again yet he acts proud and wants to be a business man. He says "I thought a true christian gives up EVERYTHING. I told him I wanted to be a missionary and he said "Are you sure"? He also talks about scientific stuff all the time. If I say hes wrong he says I have no evidence. When I was talking about God he would say how do you know your led by the spirit? Thats pride. He even talked about palestinians. I was talking at the table and he said "Women should be silent. If a woman looked at me that way I would do it pakistan and throw acid on her". Then he said "all women are the same. They are so chatty. I said "Im not Jacob I m your sister! and he said yes you are.He then talked about how the woman Eve was so easy to tempt in the garden. ??? I I can't help but argue with him soometimes. I told Jacob he had pride and he said I HAD PRIDE. He will come up to me with a hot pepper and say "SURE you DONT want some? Recently he has been addicted to health products and church. He tries to fight me on church and when I ask if he wants to talk to me(I'm a strong christian)he says no I don't need your advice. JUST MOMS. My bro also said that girls shouldn't go to school. He told mom about wanting to be baptized and not ME. I tell him my testimony and he just smirks and goes MM! He never laughs, smiles, or jokes with me or talks to me or mom about news or stuff. He always shows mom stuff and not me. He is into health food alot and when I said I prayed for him he just grunted. WHAT? How can he be a christian and do all this? When we were praying one time he would not come up at prayer. I am lonely and I don't have very many friends. My mom and God are my best friends. Could this be a spiritual attack? Why is my bro acting like this? Please pray this spiritual demon out of him PLEASE. My other brother Geof is into satanic worship and I am praying he will CHANGE. I just hope everything will be good for us soon. I love my bro but I don't know if hes completely saved. He even said to mom "Wanna split a beer just the two of us"! Mom said NO WHY WOULD I DO THAT? I thought "why is it always him and mom? Is he narcissistic or sociopath? Please pray for me and everything thank you. GOD BLESS
