Bleugrll
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello, I have been writing this website for some time now. I am really hurting deep inside I have tried to pray to God from time to time but nothing. I'm tired of being single. I have watched my friends fornicate, get married, and have children yet I remain alone. I don't have anyone who tells me they love me at all. I don't have a social life at all nor do I have any friends to hang out with. I will be 38 next month and I've been single since 27. I just didn't think I would've been alone this long. My parents died along time ago, I don't speak to any of my relatives since they put me out on the streets. I'm still homeless and staying with a friend. I miss my siblings but they are also homeless like myself, I don't know where they are. All I think about is death, I am just weary from the pain. God doesn't tell me nothing, no sign or no vision about my future. Please pray for me. My friend told me I must get rid of my anger and I unforgiveness that's easier said than done. I just want to be happy yet I keep dealing with loss and tragedy. It's hard to walk through life without being told you are loved. My mother is the only one who loved me. Please pray for me I thought love would of found me by now.
