Anonymous
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Hello,
I am a ###-year-old married woman. I don't know where to begin, but I will try and make brief. My husband is absolutely a very handsome biracial man. He has lived off vanity. He considers himself a Christian. Every morning and even in the evenings & nights, depending on what he is feeling about me, he goes in his private cave and blasts gospel music as loud as he can. Stomps and sings uncontrollably. Till everyone in our apt building makes a joke about he must be mad at me. I love gospel music. It is his behavior that I despise. While he is acting out this way, he is smoking a joint. Then if I don't ask him to turn the volume down, he switches the music to vulgar rap music. This goes on every day in my home. He pays no bills, but he makes sure he has weed he can smoke with anyone and everyone. If I turn the TV up or try reading anything, he can do to try and break my spirit. Then he starts walking around the house reading the verses of the Bible to offend me. None of it I find offensive because there is always more to the scripture that he does not read. Even when I look in his eyes, I see a different person during these times. And if I look long enough, I can see him hiding in the corner with fear. Please help.
I am a ###-year-old married woman. I don't know where to begin, but I will try and make brief. My husband is absolutely a very handsome biracial man. He has lived off vanity. He considers himself a Christian. Every morning and even in the evenings & nights, depending on what he is feeling about me, he goes in his private cave and blasts gospel music as loud as he can. Stomps and sings uncontrollably. Till everyone in our apt building makes a joke about he must be mad at me. I love gospel music. It is his behavior that I despise. While he is acting out this way, he is smoking a joint. Then if I don't ask him to turn the volume down, he switches the music to vulgar rap music. This goes on every day in my home. He pays no bills, but he makes sure he has weed he can smoke with anyone and everyone. If I turn the TV up or try reading anything, he can do to try and break my spirit. Then he starts walking around the house reading the verses of the Bible to offend me. None of it I find offensive because there is always more to the scripture that he does not read. Even when I look in his eyes, I see a different person during these times. And if I look long enough, I can see him hiding in the corner with fear. Please help.
