ChrisRe
Servant
Hello all, it really has been a while, been taken up with school and a couple distractions. I'm not doing so well, and I honestly hate that the only times I really come on here to post is when I'm really saddened and hurt. I'm sad and anxious for so many reasons, and I'll be honest, one of them is because I'm missing a special person in my life, one that I really care about and share intimate feelings for. I'm so confused and I just wish they would come back to me and tell me everything's fine or just reassure me that everything's going to be okay. I miss them so much it really hurts and everything seems to remind me of them. I pray for them everyday and always hope that they're okay, but some reassurance would be so much more appreciated, because they're not just the person I care deeply for, they're also my friend, a person whom I would talk to, about anything and that would be there for me, but sadly it hasn't been that way for a couple weeks, and I know that they're busy, but I just wish the would make contact. What's hurting is that it's not just in my head now, it's affecting my studies, I have exams in less than two months and I can't seem to focus and even if I do, I can't maintain it for too long and it really is worrying me. I definitely don't need this sort of drama at this time, not right now. I ask for your guidance oh Lord, give me strength, help me keep the faith, and not be sidetracked by emotions and temptations. Dear God I ask that you also help me with applying to university, as I'm currently experiencing problems logging in to the online application that I started and had to pause on, please let me be able to log in, retrieve my info and continue my application, this means so much to me and is so very important. Lastly, I also ask that you continue to watch over my household, keep the peace in my home, and cover us with your blood so as to fight off any evil that intends to invade our home and block our paths to success, love and happiness. Please watch over my parents and keep them safe, and I thank you for allowing my dad to see his 62nd birthday and I ask that he live to see many more. Take care and watch over my cats, friends, family, neighbours, teachers, my school, my country at this difficult time and everyone that I love and care for, in Jesus' precious name, Amen.
