prayingforlove
Faithful Servant
Heavenly Father please forgive me for being rude to my husband today. My sister in law told me about a house close to her that's for sale. I looked at pictures. I can't take it anymore. My husband wastes so much money. He doesn't understand the value of a house. He rents a lot he rents a garage he rents storage. All of that put together would make a house payment. I told him I want to get a job and buy myself a house and he'll never see me again. I'm so sorry. I have so much hate in my heart for his gambling and lies. I can't take it anymore. I am an old woman now. I don't want to live in a trailer anymore. I don't want to rent anymore. I want to live in a house of my own before I die. I'm sorry Lord. Please forgive me for being so selfish. My hourly wage was higher than his and he gambled it all away. I know he will never pay me back. I know he will never say he's sorry. Please lead me in the direction You want me to take. Please content my heart. Thank you for all the blessings in each day. Forgive me for not even knowing what all the blessings are. I love you Lord and I don't know what to do. I am so unhappy with my life. I need a job so I can buy myself a house. If this is where you want me, please content my heart and replace all the hate with love. Thank-you God. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen
