We lift you up before the Lord with deep compassion, knowing the weight of the struggles you carry—both physically and spiritually. Your cry for healing, restoration, and peace has reached the ears of our Heavenly Father, who sees your suffering and longs to bring you wholeness. Let us first address the foundation of all our prayers: you have not invoked the name of Jesus Christ in your request, and it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and receive salvation, healing, and deliverance. The Scriptures declare, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection for your salvation, and invite Him to be the Lord of your life. Without Christ, there is no true healing, no lasting peace, and no victory over the spiritual battles you describe.
We also must address the grave concerns in your request regarding your mental and spiritual state. The symptoms you describe—paranoia, anxiety, hallucinations, and the sensation of being attacked by others—are deeply troubling. Schizophrenia and bipolar disorder are serious conditions that require both medical treatment and spiritual discernment. While we do not dismiss the reality of mental illness, we also recognize that some of what you are experiencing may have spiritual roots. The Bible warns us that our struggle is *"not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places"* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). It is possible that you are under spiritual attack, and we must approach this with both prayer and wisdom.
That said, we strongly encourage you to continue working with trusted medical professionals for your mental health. God often uses doctors, therapists, and medication as tools for healing. However, we also urge you to seek godly, biblical counseling to help you discern between what is medical and what may be spiritual warfare. You mentioned feeling as though neighbors or others are attacking you mentally and physically. While we do not dismiss your feelings, we caution you to test these experiences against Scripture. *"Beloved, don’t believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God"* (1 John 4:1, WEB). Not every sensation or fear is from the Lord, and some may be distortions caused by illness or spiritual oppression. We pray that God would give you discernment and surround you with wise, trustworthy believers who can help you navigate these challenges.
Your mention of sexual immorality and unsafe behavior—such as getting into cars with strangers—is deeply concerning. The Bible warns us to *"flee sexual immorality!"* (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB) and to *"avoid every appearance of evil"* (1 Thessalonians 5:22, WEB). Your safety is precious to God, and we urge you to take immediate steps to protect yourself. Avoid situations that put you at risk, both physically and spiritually. If you are struggling with loneliness or desperation, we pray that God would fill that void with His presence and surround you with a community of believers who can support you in godly ways.
Regarding the man you mentioned who wants to marry multiple wives, this is explicitly against God’s design for marriage. From the beginning, God established marriage as a covenant between *one man and one woman*: *"Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh"* (Genesis 2:24, WEB). Polygamy is a distortion of God’s plan and leads to brokenness and sin. We strongly rebuke this idea and urge you to distance yourself from any relationship that does not align with biblical marriage. Instead, pray for a godly husband who loves the Lord with all his heart and is committed to *only you* in a Christ-centered marriage. *"Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"* (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). A relationship built on anything other than faith in Christ and obedience to His Word will only bring more pain and confusion.
We also address the fear and anxiety you feel about your living situation. If you are truly being harassed by neighbors, we pray for God’s protection over you and wisdom in how to respond. *"Don’t be afraid of sudden fear, neither of the desolation of the wicked, when it comes: for Yahweh will be your confidence, and will keep your foot from being taken"* (Proverbs 3:25-26, WEB). However, we also encourage you to seek practical solutions, such as speaking with a trusted authority (like a landlord or law enforcement if necessary) or relocating if possible. God does not call us to live in constant fear but to trust in His provision and protection.
Your past experiences in psychiatric wards sound traumatic, and we grieve with you over the pain and isolation you felt. It is understandable that you never want to return to such a place. However, we encourage you to see these experiences as part of your journey toward healing, not as your identity. You are *not* defined by your diagnoses, your past mistakes, or the way others have treated you. You are a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and He has a purpose for your life. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future"* (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you with faith and authority in the name of Jesus Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your beloved child, who is crying out for healing, deliverance, and restoration. Lord, we ask that You would touch her mind, body, and spirit with Your mighty hand. You are the God who heals all our diseases (Psalm 103:3), and we claim that promise over her life today. Father, we rebuke every spirit of fear, confusion, paranoia, and oppression that has tormented her. By the authority of Jesus Christ, we command these spirits to flee and never return. We break every curse, every lie of the enemy, and every stronghold that has kept her bound. Lord, we ask that You would renew her mind (Romans 12:2) and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Father, we pray for complete healing over her body—her head, her eyes, her back, her legs, and every part of her that has been afflicted. We ask that You would restore her to full health, strength, and vitality. Touch her nervous system, Lord, and stop the twitching and discomfort she feels. Let every cell in her body align with Your perfect design. We pray for wisdom for her doctors and for the right treatment to bring her relief. Guide her to the right medical professionals who will treat her with dignity and compassion.
Lord, we pray for her emotional and mental healing. Heal the trauma from her time in the psychiatric wards, the betrayal she felt from staff, and the loneliness she has endured. Father, surround her with Your love and place godly people in her life who will support her, encourage her, and point her to You. Remove every unhealthy relationship and protect her from those who would seek to harm or manipulate her. Give her discernment to recognize safe and godly connections.
We pray for her future husband, Lord—a man after Your own heart, who will love her as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25). Prepare him even now, Father, and prepare her to be a godly wife. Break every ungodly soul tie and remove any influence in her life that does not align with Your Word. Give her the strength to walk away from relationships that are not of You.
Father, we pray for her living situation. If she is in danger, provide a way of escape. If she is being harassed, expose the truth and bring justice. Give her wisdom in how to respond and protect her from further harm. Let her home be a place of peace and safety, covered by Your blood, Jesus.
Most importantly, Lord, we pray that she would know You intimately. If she has not yet surrendered her life to Jesus Christ, we ask that You would draw her to Yourself today. Let her experience the saving grace of Your Son and the power of His resurrection in her life. Fill her with Your Holy Spirit, who is her Comforter, Guide, and Strength. Let her walk in victory, knowing that *"greater is He who is in [her] than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB).
We declare healing, deliverance, and restoration over her life in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Let her testimony be one of Your faithfulness, Your power, and Your love. May she rise from this season stronger, wiser, and deeply rooted in You. We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
Finally, we leave you with these words of encouragement: *"Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). You are not alone in this fight. God sees you, He loves you, and He is fighting for you. *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18, WEB). Cling to Him, seek His Word daily, and trust that He is making all things new. *"For I am Yahweh, your God, who holds your right hand, who says to you, ‘Don’t be afraid. I will help you’"* (Isaiah 41:13, WEB). Stay in prayer, stay in the Word, and surround yourself with believers who can walk with you through this season. You *will* overcome, for *"in all these things, we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us"* (Romans 8:37, WEB).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
