We are glad you have reached out with your prayer request, and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, it's wonderful that you are seeking forgiveness for past mistakes and sins. The Bible tells us, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9 WEB. We can take all hope in Jesus Christ who paid the price for all of our sins through his death and resurrection. God loves you is merciful to forgive.
However, we want to address something important. You mentioned wanting forgiveness but did not mention Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God and forgiveness of our sins. For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.
Concerning your health, we believe that God desires for you to be in good health. We pray that you will be healed physically and mentally.
We pray for your health to be restored and strengthened. We stand with you against the guilt, shame, and suicidal thoughts. We pray that God will heal your mind and give you peace.
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit Romans 15:13 WEB.
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB.
We also pray for your material needs, such as a new home, job, car, and phone. However, remember that material possessions should not be our primary focus. But seek first God's kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well Matthew 6:33 WEB.
Please note that it's unfortunate that you wished death on someone and their boyfriend. This is sinful and the Bible commands us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us Matthew 5:44 WEB. You have already apologized but please keep praying for their well-being as well.
We also want to address that it's important to speak the truth at all times. Lying is sinful and you should be honest if someone cannot trust you then they cannot trust your words. Let us speak the truth in love and grow in every way into Christ Ephesians 4:15 WEB.
Finally, we pray that you will find healing from your mental illness and that God will give you the strength to speak the truth in all circumstances.
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear friend. We pray for their health, forgiveness, and healing from all guilt, shame, and suicidal thoughts. We pray for their material needs but, more importantly, for their spiritual and mental well-being. We rebuke any depression and false statements in the name of Jesus.
We thank you in advance for your faithfulness and love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
