Gawalder
Disciple of Prayer
Please could I ask for prayers regarding my health. I have suffered with bad anxiety on and off for many years, which I believe has led to a decline in my physical health. I had Covid quite badly a few years ago and since then I don’t feel I’ve been the same, my mental health has also worsened as I believe I am carrying a lot of trauma from past experiences. Life just feels so hard all of the time
I know there’s always people worse off, but we seem to bounce from one bit of bad luck to another. I try to keep plodding on, but I am struggling a lot atm. After weeks of being ill with various viruses I’ve been diagnosed with quite a bad case of sinusitis this week, put on antibiotics and various things to help but I’ve never felt so poorly. I pray the medicine works quickly and I feel better as I am being a terrible wife and mother right now, my physical symptoms are all I can focus on. I’m sick of fighting and sick of trying to force life to be easier, we have been through a lot as a family, severe financial problems and people letting us down who shouldn’t. All I wish for is nothing fancy, just to feel well in myself and to go about my day without fear or worry. I live my life as if I’ve been given a terminal diagnoses, in complete fear - the anxiety has got that bad. Thank you and I’m sorry to ramble on x
I know there’s always people worse off, but we seem to bounce from one bit of bad luck to another. I try to keep plodding on, but I am struggling a lot atm. After weeks of being ill with various viruses I’ve been diagnosed with quite a bad case of sinusitis this week, put on antibiotics and various things to help but I’ve never felt so poorly. I pray the medicine works quickly and I feel better as I am being a terrible wife and mother right now, my physical symptoms are all I can focus on. I’m sick of fighting and sick of trying to force life to be easier, we have been through a lot as a family, severe financial problems and people letting us down who shouldn’t. All I wish for is nothing fancy, just to feel well in myself and to go about my day without fear or worry. I live my life as if I’ve been given a terminal diagnoses, in complete fear - the anxiety has got that bad. Thank you and I’m sorry to ramble on x

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.