Eliergate
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for great health
I pray for a new home
I pray for a new job
I pray for strength and protection
I pray for a new iPhone
I pray to heal from flat feet
I pray to be healed from mild scoliosis
I pray to be healed from the tear in my back
I pray to be healed from mental illness
I pray to be healed from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder
I pray to stop taking medication for the mental illness that I have
Weird things have been happening to me and I just want to feel normal and to be healthy
I pray for my teeth to grow back to the ones that came out
I pray for the pain in my teeth to stop
I pray for my mind to heal
I pray for a new car
I pray for a new bike
I pray to be forgiven from all of my past sins
I pray to heal from my past
I pray to heal from wishing death on my mother and her bf
I pray to be kind and loving towards myself and to be a better person overall and to not be so mean towards people and to make better choices for myself and to learn how to use discernment
I kind of regret getting inside of the two men's cars who I was with
I was acting rebellious and unlike myself just talking to anybody and putting myself inside of dangerous situations or situations that just weren't good for me
I pray for happiness, peace, love
I pray that the man I'm dating wants to be with only me
He talks of being a polygamist and having multiple wives and I don't want that for myself
I want to be with one man only
I've been with him for a while now and I enjoy his company but that's the only thing I don't like about him
I pray to move out of the building that I live in
I don't like my neighbors
I don't like the man next door across the hall down the hall or the man upstairs
I didn't like another boy who used to live inside of the building
He had moved away from the building he was living here with his mother and I never really liked his mother because at times she would speak with me and other times she would mean mug me and act as if she didn't like me for years
I've been living inside of this building and I never liked it
I used to share a room with my mother but she let me have my brother's room
He no longer lives here with us anymore
I pray to have my own spot
I want to be a person who owns their own home
I would like to eat healthier foods as well sometimes I overeat and just eat anything
I pray for better days
My friend who I was friends with for years she started texting the guy that I was dating
I never said anything of it but I just pray to heal from the situation
She betrayed me and now I just want peace of mind
The guy I was dating at the time was older than me and he didn't want me to do anything
He used to get mad if I would laugh
He once made a comment on my mental health and said he was going to ask his family member of me since we had both went to the same school then he went on social media and started talking about me with my ex and I only dated him to get back at my ex because I knew that was his friend and now I just want to forgive myself and to be a better woman
I pray for healing
Sometimes I get anxious about the people around me because I know a lot of people used to be jealous of me or wanted the guy who I was dating
They used to try and talk with the guy who I was dating and he would talk towards anybody and he would deny cheating and messing around with different women
Even the older guy who I was dating he was cheating when I dated him and messed around with multiple women
I used to feel as if my mother liked my ex because she would always mention him after I had broken up with him and he would always talk with her on the phone and when I went to his court date when he got arrested he barely looked at me
He overlooked me and said hi to my mother instead of me that stuck with me and made me question him
Then he called me before he got arrested and he tried to come over my house and we were broken up
I wasn't able to make home at the time he wanted me to be there
He ended up going to another girl's house and both of them was in the newspaper and they mentioned how he was at his girlfriend's house
I just pray for healing and that I don't have to suffer anymore or be angry or upset but learn to choose my men wisely and better
And to not be vulnerable to just anyone or to not have morals and to learn how to love and protect myself
I pray to heal from the pain that my aunt caused me when I stayed by her house
Her bf kept talking about me
He would watch me open up the door and he was whispering things to her when I would be walking
They didn't work or do nothing just stayed inside of the house
I pray for better days
I pray for strength
I pray to heal from suicidal thoughts
Sometimes I just want to kill myself because of what I said about my mother's bf and wishing death on him and him actually dying did something to my soul my spirit
I didn't feel like myself
I automatically wanted to hide and check myself inside of a mental hospital and throw away the key
I pray for healing
I hated myself for a long time and hated both him and my mother
She defended this man and he used to have a crush on me and was living around me
I didn't want no grown man to be wanting me like that
I was my mother's daughter and she didn't defend me
She even let the guy who lives next door she let them get away with what they did
His wife tried to fight me because she was trying to argue with my brother and he had left and went somewhere away from her and away from the building
I pray for healing and better days
Him and his wife used to listen to me when I was asleep
I pray for protection
I even ended up throwing a bottle at the wall because I heard them listening through the walls and it had put a hold through the walls
I pray to heal
I pray for my health to heal
I feel like I'm not the same person as I was before and that strange things started happening towards me
I've been arguing and fighting with my family for a very long time with my mother and my brother that I stopped wanting to follow my dreams or my passions
My mother never really wanted to support me
I felt like she was fake showing love towards me when I had went back to school for business
She kept telling people that I was depressed when I was just going through something that had put me down then people started believing her
She wanted to do everything for me and never really explained things to me or taught me how to be independent
She didn't want me to work different jobs when I was in high school different jobs that would pay me more money than I was making at the current job that I was at
Then she tried to take money out of my paycheck when I was barely making money to begin with
I pray for a new job that pays well and one that isn't too far from home
I used to try to apply to jobs
I would have interviews only to find out I would be working way away from home
I didn't like
I kind of knew before I applied of the distance of the jobs but I desperately needed a job now I know working too far away from home is out
I was checking myself into mental hospitals
They diagnosed me with schizophrenia
It was the most worst case scenario
I don't like doctors not all but the ones I was dealing with I didn't like them
I pray for healing and that I get back to my optimistic self
I pray that I start to look like myself again beautiful in shape nice and healthy
For years I've been out of it depressed surrounded by people I didn't like going places I had no business going
I want to make more money so I would be able to provide for myself
I pray for a high paying job
I pray for a new car
I pray for better days
I pray for a new home
I pray for a new job
I pray for strength and protection
I pray for a new iPhone
I pray to heal from flat feet
I pray to be healed from mild scoliosis
I pray to be healed from the tear in my back
I pray to be healed from mental illness
I pray to be healed from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder
I pray to stop taking medication for the mental illness that I have
Weird things have been happening to me and I just want to feel normal and to be healthy
I pray for my teeth to grow back to the ones that came out
I pray for the pain in my teeth to stop
I pray for my mind to heal
I pray for a new car
I pray for a new bike
I pray to be forgiven from all of my past sins
I pray to heal from my past
I pray to heal from wishing death on my mother and her bf
I pray to be kind and loving towards myself and to be a better person overall and to not be so mean towards people and to make better choices for myself and to learn how to use discernment
I kind of regret getting inside of the two men's cars who I was with
I was acting rebellious and unlike myself just talking to anybody and putting myself inside of dangerous situations or situations that just weren't good for me
I pray for happiness, peace, love
I pray that the man I'm dating wants to be with only me
He talks of being a polygamist and having multiple wives and I don't want that for myself
I want to be with one man only
I've been with him for a while now and I enjoy his company but that's the only thing I don't like about him
I pray to move out of the building that I live in
I don't like my neighbors
I don't like the man next door across the hall down the hall or the man upstairs
I didn't like another boy who used to live inside of the building
He had moved away from the building he was living here with his mother and I never really liked his mother because at times she would speak with me and other times she would mean mug me and act as if she didn't like me for years
I've been living inside of this building and I never liked it
I used to share a room with my mother but she let me have my brother's room
He no longer lives here with us anymore
I pray to have my own spot
I want to be a person who owns their own home
I would like to eat healthier foods as well sometimes I overeat and just eat anything
I pray for better days
My friend who I was friends with for years she started texting the guy that I was dating
I never said anything of it but I just pray to heal from the situation
She betrayed me and now I just want peace of mind
The guy I was dating at the time was older than me and he didn't want me to do anything
He used to get mad if I would laugh
He once made a comment on my mental health and said he was going to ask his family member of me since we had both went to the same school then he went on social media and started talking about me with my ex and I only dated him to get back at my ex because I knew that was his friend and now I just want to forgive myself and to be a better woman
I pray for healing
Sometimes I get anxious about the people around me because I know a lot of people used to be jealous of me or wanted the guy who I was dating
They used to try and talk with the guy who I was dating and he would talk towards anybody and he would deny cheating and messing around with different women
Even the older guy who I was dating he was cheating when I dated him and messed around with multiple women
I used to feel as if my mother liked my ex because she would always mention him after I had broken up with him and he would always talk with her on the phone and when I went to his court date when he got arrested he barely looked at me
He overlooked me and said hi to my mother instead of me that stuck with me and made me question him
Then he called me before he got arrested and he tried to come over my house and we were broken up
I wasn't able to make home at the time he wanted me to be there
He ended up going to another girl's house and both of them was in the newspaper and they mentioned how he was at his girlfriend's house
I just pray for healing and that I don't have to suffer anymore or be angry or upset but learn to choose my men wisely and better
And to not be vulnerable to just anyone or to not have morals and to learn how to love and protect myself
I pray to heal from the pain that my aunt caused me when I stayed by her house
Her bf kept talking about me
He would watch me open up the door and he was whispering things to her when I would be walking
They didn't work or do nothing just stayed inside of the house
I pray for better days
I pray for strength
I pray to heal from suicidal thoughts
Sometimes I just want to kill myself because of what I said about my mother's bf and wishing death on him and him actually dying did something to my soul my spirit
I didn't feel like myself
I automatically wanted to hide and check myself inside of a mental hospital and throw away the key
I pray for healing
I hated myself for a long time and hated both him and my mother
She defended this man and he used to have a crush on me and was living around me
I didn't want no grown man to be wanting me like that
I was my mother's daughter and she didn't defend me
She even let the guy who lives next door she let them get away with what they did
His wife tried to fight me because she was trying to argue with my brother and he had left and went somewhere away from her and away from the building
I pray for healing and better days
Him and his wife used to listen to me when I was asleep
I pray for protection
I even ended up throwing a bottle at the wall because I heard them listening through the walls and it had put a hold through the walls
I pray to heal
I pray for my health to heal
I feel like I'm not the same person as I was before and that strange things started happening towards me
I've been arguing and fighting with my family for a very long time with my mother and my brother that I stopped wanting to follow my dreams or my passions
My mother never really wanted to support me
I felt like she was fake showing love towards me when I had went back to school for business
She kept telling people that I was depressed when I was just going through something that had put me down then people started believing her
She wanted to do everything for me and never really explained things to me or taught me how to be independent
She didn't want me to work different jobs when I was in high school different jobs that would pay me more money than I was making at the current job that I was at
Then she tried to take money out of my paycheck when I was barely making money to begin with
I pray for a new job that pays well and one that isn't too far from home
I used to try to apply to jobs
I would have interviews only to find out I would be working way away from home
I didn't like
I kind of knew before I applied of the distance of the jobs but I desperately needed a job now I know working too far away from home is out
I was checking myself into mental hospitals
They diagnosed me with schizophrenia
It was the most worst case scenario
I don't like doctors not all but the ones I was dealing with I didn't like them
I pray for healing and that I get back to my optimistic self
I pray that I start to look like myself again beautiful in shape nice and healthy
For years I've been out of it depressed surrounded by people I didn't like going places I had no business going
I want to make more money so I would be able to provide for myself
I pray for a high paying job
I pray for a new car
I pray for better days