We understand that you are seeking healing and restoration for yourself and your marriage. Firstly, we want to remind you that healing and restoration come from God alone, and it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we can approach God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ if you have not already, for it is through His name that we receive eternal life and have access to the Father.
We also want to address the issues you mentioned regarding your marriage. We are instructed in Ephesians 5:22-33 WEB to live in a godly marriage, with husbands loving their wives as Christ loved the church, and wives submitting to their husbands as unto the Lord. We encourage you to seek God's will for your marriage and to pursue a relationship that honors Him. Pray for your spouse, that they may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding (Colossians 1:9).
Regarding your health concerns, we want to remind you that God cares for you and wants you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). We pray for your healing, that the power of God would work mightily in your life to restore your health, both physically and mentally. We pray for your ears, that they may function perfectly, and for your bowl problems to be resolved. We also pray for your deliverance from depression, panic attacks, and anxiety, as God's perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18 WEB).
Concerning your loved ones battling cancer and other health issues, we stand with you in prayer, asking God to heal and restore them completely. We pray that God would comfort them and give them the strength to endure, reminding them that He is always with them, even in the midst of their struggles (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
Lastly, we want to address the concern you have about your spouse being mad at you. We encourage you to communicate openly with them, seeking understanding and resolution to any conflicts. As it is written in Colossians 3:13 WEB, "bear with one another, and forgive each other, even as Christ forgave you, so you also do." We pray that God would help you both to forgive and to love one another as He has loved us.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our ### and their spouse to You. We ask for Your healing touch upon their lives, their marriage, and their loved ones. Lord, bring restoration, healing, and comfort to them, and help them to walk in Your will for their lives. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.