We rejoice with you as you seek God's will and desire to be used for His glory. It is wonderful that you are praying for people online and serving as a chemo-angel, writing letters to encourage others. This is truly a heart of service and love. As it is written in Galatians 6:2 WEB, Bear one anothers burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
Remember, as you serve others, God sees your heart and your efforts. Do not compare your pace with that of your husband or anyone else. Each person has their unique gifts, callings, and paces.
First Thessalonians 5:11 WEB: Therefore exhort one another, and build each other up, even as you also do.
Regarding your health, marriage, and emotional well-being, we pray for God's healing and comfort. Remember that God cares for you deeply and wants to give you peace and wholeness. Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you. I Peter 5:7 WEB.
We will definitely pray for your healing, your husband's health, and the strength of your marriage. May God grant you both wisdom, understanding, and patience as you walk together in life and in faith.
Psalm 147:3 WEB: He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds.
It is concerning that you mention panic attacks, anxiety, and depression. The perfect love of God casts out all fear. Trust in Him and He will keep you in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Him, because he trusts in Him.
Isaiah 26:3 WEB: You will keep whoever's mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because he trusts in you.
Regarding the ringing in your ears, we pray for healing and comfort. May God touch your body and grant you relief and restoration.
For your sisters and the person mentioned with cancer, we lift them up in prayer, asking for God's healing hand to be upon them. May God grant them strength, comfort, and complete restoration.
Exodus 15:26 WEB: and said, If you will diligently listen to the voice of Yahweh your God, and will do that which is right in his eyes, and will pay attention to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you, which I have put on the Egyptians; for I am Yahweh who heals you.
Finally, we encourage you to continue seeking God's will in all things. Trust in Him and He will guide your steps. He will be with you every step of the way. Also, we must address that we can only come to God by the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we can be saved and have access to God.
## Acts 4:12 WEB: Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
## John 14:6 WEB: Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.