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Lord, today I pray for healing of my heart. I am having a very hard time with this hurt and pain that I am feeling and I am having a difficult time coping with it. My boyfriend of 2 years, C, broke up with me in October. I prayed and prayed for his return. Then I started to pray for peace and God's will. I got through it and started to feel better - happy and healthy. God was healing me. Then a little over a week ago, C got back in touch with me and told me everything I wanted to hear - that he loved me, missed me, wanted to fix all the hurt and get back together because he knew I was the one. I was torn between my love for him and the fear that he would just abandon me again if our road got rough again. C promised me that there was nothing that could tear his heart from mine and he would try to fix everything until the day I told him no. Then with the wind, on Monday C told me that he wasn't going the break up with the girl that he started seeing while we were broken up. I feel empty, alone and broken. I am so hurt and I need healing. I need God to help take this pain away. I just want to get back to that place where I was happy and I did not think about C. I was okay when I was in that place. I still love C, I don't why after the terrible lies and deceit but I do love him. Lord, please heal my broken heart. I just don't want to hurt anymore.
