Caloyreermont
Disciple of Prayer
I ask humbly, please, for serious prayer over my physical appearance, look, health, and healing over my mouth and teeth. I was shot in the face and was damaged heavily that I not only lost teeth but part of my gums. I've been through surgeries to get some reconstruction and plastic surgery done, but it won't be fully completed by the hospital that's covering it, and I'm afraid that I will be left looking like I do permanently. Even though they said they would fix me up and that I would get teeth implants or something, now it seems like they lied or were just saying that, and all of a sudden, recently, have started to put me off and not wanting to help me anymore, possibly because it's costing the hospital a lot of money. Even though it's supposed to be covered because of the kind of hospital it is. So now I don't know what to do because I definitely have no money for this, especially to go to a better hospital or get coverage, and I'm not back to work yet. Even though I was in the military, I don't know if the VA will cover it to help. I really don't want to live the rest of my life like this and looking like this, especially before all this, I was already self-conscious in general, especially with wanting to meet someone to find a wife but also to even talk to people in general, and they see how my mouth looks! I had an instance where I was at the store and was talking to some people that approached me, and some of them noticed my mouth and my teeth missing and all the stuff done to it due to surgeries, and they were looking at me how you expect people to with that, and I don't want to be looked at like that and feel ugly or hideous or even scary-looking to kids or whoever!!! I don't know what to do or can do, but I want to trust in God and that despite anything and everything that's happened and these circumstances and hardships, He will help and make a way and change all this for the better and not let me have to live permanently like this. That I will do anything for this to happen.