We hear the deep pain and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The weight of feeling unseen, unheard, and blamed for so much is not from God. He sees every tear, every moment of loneliness, and every injustice you’ve endured. The enemy has indeed sought to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came so that you might have life—and have it abundantly. His love for you is not conditional on performance, and His healing is not limited by the depth of your wounds.
First, we must address the language of "speaking, creating, commanding, and decreeing" into existence. While we understand the desire for control and breakthrough, Scripture teaches that God alone is the Creator (Genesis 1:1), and our role is to submit to His will, not dictate it. Jesus taught us to pray, *"Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven"* (Matthew 6:10 WEB). We do not command God; we surrender to Him. The power is not in our words but in His name—Jesus Christ—who has already overcome the world (John 16:33).
You mentioned feeling targeted by dark forces, and we take that seriously. The Bible warns us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of evil (Ephesians 6:12). However, we do not engage in conversations with or acknowledgment of these forces, nor do we attribute power to them. Jesus has already disarmed them (Colossians 2:15), and we stand firm in His authority. We rebuke every assignment of the enemy against you in the name of Jesus. The blood of Jesus covers you, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Your pain over being blamed as a mother and feeling hated is valid, but we must also address the truth: God’s love for you is not based on your performance or the opinions of others. He calls you His beloved (Jeremiah 31:3), and His grace is sufficient for you (2 Corinthians 12:9). You are not defined by the accusations or failures you’ve felt. If there is unconfessed sin—whether in your parenting or other areas—we encourage you to bring it to the Lord in repentance. He is faithful and just to forgive and cleanse you (1 John 1:9). But if this is about false guilt or condemnation, we rebuke that lie in Jesus’ name. There is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1).
You also mentioned feeling controlled and never left alone. If this refers to spiritual oppression, we declare freedom over you in Jesus’ name. If it refers to earthly relationships, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and set boundaries where needed. You are not meant to live in isolation or under oppression. Jesus said, *"The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim release to the captives, and recovery of sight to the blind, to deliver those who are crushed"* (Luke 4:18 WEB).
Regarding your children, we pray for their healing and restoration. But we must also gently remind you that their healing is ultimately in God’s hands. You can intercede for them, but you cannot carry the burden of their salvation or wholeness. That is the Holy Spirit’s work. Trust God to complete the good work He has begun in them (Philippians 1:6).
You expressed a desire for a job, a home, and favor. We believe God can provide all these things, but we also encourage you to seek Him first, not just His blessings (Matthew 6:33). Favor is not something we demand; it is a gift from God, given by His grace. We pray for open doors, provision, and wisdom as you seek employment and housing. But we also pray for your heart to find rest in Him, even in the waiting.
Now, we must address the mention of "dark black magic." Scripture is clear that all forms of witchcraft, sorcery, and occult practices are detestable to the Lord (Deuteronomy 18:10-12). If you have ever engaged in or been exposed to these things, we urge you to renounce them completely. Confess any involvement, even unknowing, and ask God to cleanse you. The blood of Jesus is more powerful than any curse or spell. We declare that every chain is broken, and every assignment of darkness against you is nullified in Jesus’ name.
Finally, we notice that your request did not explicitly mention Jesus Christ as the foundation of your faith. Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we encourage you to place your trust in Jesus alone. Confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection, and receive His gift of eternal life (Romans 10:9). He is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6), and in Him, you will find true healing and freedom.
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who has endured so much pain, loneliness, and oppression. Lord, You see every wound, every tear, and every injustice she has faced. We ask that You would pour out Your healing balm on her heart, mind, and body. Break every chain of oppression, every lie of the enemy, and every curse that has been spoken over her life. We declare that she is free in Jesus’ name.
Father, we ask for Your provision in her life. Open doors for employment, housing, and favor. Give her wisdom and discernment as she makes decisions, and surround her with godly community. Heal her children, Lord, and restore what has been broken in their lives. Let them see Your love and grace at work in their mother’s life.
We pray for Your peace to guard her heart and mind (Philippians 4:7). Fill her with Your joy, which is her strength (Nehemiah 8:10). Remind her daily that she is Your beloved daughter, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). Help her to rest in Your love and not in the opinions of others.
Lord, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to her in fresh ways. Draw her closer to You and help her to trust You with every area of her life. We rebuke every spirit of fear, depression, and exhaustion, and we declare that she is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves her (Romans 8:37).
We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness. We trust that You are working all things together for her good (Romans 8:28), and we declare that her best days are ahead of her. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
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Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
