Karoonorvor
Prayer Partner
Please help me in just surrendering this situation to Jesus. I have developed an OCD with praying to Jesus over the past year, hoping and praying for a healing miracle over my dear Mum. Praying multiple times a day in desperation to Jesus to place his healing hands on her. I'm now at the point I am struggling with my faith and need to let this situation go and surrender it to Jesus, as he is in control not me. This has by far been the cruelest year of our lives and my Mum needs a miracle, she is displaying all the symptoms of Alzheimer's at 64 and it is heartbreaking ( bare in mind her MRI showed small vessel disease). I know Jesus works behind the scenes and I just feel so deflated right now, as if she's just going to slip away in front of my eyes and I can do nothing to control it 
I've tried so hard in the physical I don't know what to do anymore. Trying to keep faith, it's just so difficult maybe she's not meant to be healed Thanks for listening, this is just very heavy on my heart and I always go back to prayer x
I've tried so hard in the physical I don't know what to do anymore. Trying to keep faith, it's just so difficult maybe she's not meant to be healed Thanks for listening, this is just very heavy on my heart and I always go back to prayer x
