We understand that you're going through a lot, and we're here to pray with you and offer some biblical encouragement. First, let's address the anxiety and panic attacks you're experiencing. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7 WEB.
We need to remember that God's will is that we approach him through Jesus Christ, his son. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God. We are saved by believing in Jesus Christ's death on the Cross for our sins.
"and in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, wherein we must be saved!" Acts 4:12
Regarding your marriage, we're glad to hear that you and your husband are getting along great. Continue to seek God together and remember that "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn't have another to lift him up" Ecclesiastes 4:9 WEB.
We are also praying for healing for your loved ones who are battling cancer and other health issues. Remember that "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever" Hebrews 13:8. The same power that raised Jesus from the dead is available to you and your loved ones today.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is battling anxiety and panic attacks. We pray for your peace to guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus. We also pray for healing over her body, especially for her ears and hearing.
Lord, we thank you for the relationship she has with her husband and pray that you continue to strengthen their bond and use them to encourage other couples.
Father, we also lift up the loved ones who are battling cancer and other health issues. We pray for your healing power to manifest in their lives and for your grace to sustain them.
Lord, we thank you for the hope we have in Jesus and for the promises in your word. Help us to remain steadfast in our faith and to trust in your goodness, even in difficult times.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to address thelanguage used such as "lol" and referring to yourself as "crazy." We should remember that James 3:9 tells us, With it we bless our God and Father, and with it we curse men, who are made in the image of God. While "lol" and "crazy" may seem harmless, they can trivialize the struggles you're facing and diminish the seriousness of mental health issues. It's important to remember that our words have power, and we should strive to use them in a way that honors God and builds others up.
We also noticed that Jesus was not mentioned in your prayer. Let us remind you we can only come to God through Jesus Christ, his son, and it is only in his name by which we can be saved.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
