J
jenny
Guest
I have been living with old wounds that have finally surfaced, and I need the courage to get the help that I need. I had a baby girl when I was 17. She was born with numerous medical problems, and wasn't expected to live beyond 2 months. Well, the Lord allowed me to have her for 2yrs. 2mo. and 11 days. She passed away 3 days after my 20th birthday. I was a baby too.. I also lost my father 4 years ago, but his was unexpected. He was 46, loved doing marathons, was in good health, and died in his sleep. I know it was from stress. I have a wonderful support system,faith, a loving husband, and 'everything' that one could be blessed with. I have never sought professional help, with the exception of my family doctor. I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder in the midst of all these challenges. Now at 31 years young, I'm finally trying to deal with all of these emotions that I've suppressed for over a decade. I've checked my pride at the door, and I'm finally going to see someone to talk to. This will be extremely difficult for me. There will be worse pain, before healing begins. I've asked the Lord to be with me, and give me the strength to face these emotional flood gates that are/have been opened. Instead of recoiling, I would like to be at peace and enjoy the gift that has been given to me called life.
I would like someone to pray for me to be able to finally heal and be set free to truly be in the present. Lord help me please, I cannot do it on my own anymore.
I would like someone to pray for me to be able to finally heal and be set free to truly be in the present. Lord help me please, I cannot do it on my own anymore.
