fuzzywinky
Disciple of Prayer
In Jesus name I pray that I am Bless with a Husband who believes In God. I pray that this man will take on the role as an excellent father and role model to my teenage sons. My oldest son has started rebelling and has started refusing to go to church. I pray that they both start to excel better in school, do the right thing and adhere to authority figures. My older son is very upset that he does not have a father in the home. Their dad lives 6 hours away yet, he rarely calls, does not contribute financially and has not seen them in about 11 years. I have struggle all this time making low pay and needing public assistance. I know I have more worth than this. We have no family support from my mother, sisters or family. It\s just me in this struggle. I pray in the name of Jesus for both a financial blessing to obtain a home for us and to be able to provide for my children without the humiliation of reviving public aid. I have been working since age 14 and only took time of to have my children or for surgeries. I pray in the name of Jesus for a turn around in our life. In Jesus name I pray that their father Norman will have a change of heart and connect more with his kids. He lies about helping with school clothes, coming to visit, letting them come to his house etc. And it is made them act out against me. I am all that they have. I am doing my best, and now that they are older I hope to go back to school. Yet, I am always doing what I need to do activities, sports, etc. I also have to deal with my sister who talks about me and my kids. while sleeping with my ex. So through all this pain and betrayal I have to even plan why I can cry. Everyone has turn from me as my sister tries to cover her affairs, she has ruin my reputation saying that : "I am a lier, that I am only trying to ruin her marriage, that I start trouble with her etc. This hole life is very draining. I need help in a major way. I have always wanted to be apart of a real family that laughs, talks, share and fellowship with. But my sister runs the family and they seem to agree that If me are my kids are around she will leave the function. This is her request yet she will tell people I am turning the family against her and making our kids apart of this fued. In Jesus name I pray for a supernatural blessing in my finances so that we may leave this confusion and strife. In Jesus name I pray to me and marry a man that has a big family that will love and welcome me and my kids. My children and I long to feel apart of loving family unit. We just want to be loved and support surrounded by loving people. Jesus I pray supernatural financial blessing not because I am materialistic. I am truly ashamed that I am struggling to provide for us. God am and have always been humble I do without so that my kids can have. But at the end of the day I am truly drained and sometimes depressed about our situation. I need help. I need love. I need a faithful and loving husband that can train my boys how to become God fearing, hardworking men. I don't know how to inspire them. Please help me with your prayers. I thank you and may God Bless all those who are in need. Thanks
