We hear the deep sorrow and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts ache for the suffering you’ve endured. The weight of financial loss, health struggles, and the cruelty of others is overwhelming, but we want you to know that you are not forgotten—God sees every tear, every injustice, and every wound inflicted upon you. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to bring life abundantly, even in the midst of trials. Let us remind you of His promises and stand with you in prayer.
First, we must address the despair that whispers, *"Nobody cares."* That is a lie from the pit of hell. The Lord cares deeply, and He has not abandoned you. Scripture declares, *"Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7). Even when humans fail you—whether through apathy, cruelty, or empty words—God remains faithful. The psalmist cried out in similar anguish: *"How long, Yahweh? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?"* (Psalm 13:1). Yet by the end of that same psalm, David affirms his trust in God’s unfailing love. You, too, can cling to this truth: *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18).
The mistreatment you’ve suffered—being grabbed, mocked, and driven to leave—is an abomination in God’s sight. He is a God of justice, and He does not overlook the wickedness of those who exploit the vulnerable. Proverbs 22:22-23 warns, *"Don’t exploit the poor because he is poor; and don’t crush the needy in court; for the Lord will plead their case, and plunder those who plunder them."* The laughter of the wicked is temporary, but the Lord’s vengeance is sure. He will repay (Romans 12:19). Your decision to leave that toxic environment was not weakness; it was wisdom. *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men"* (Romans 12:18), but when peace is impossible because of others’ sin, removal is sometimes the only godly choice.
As for your health, we know the fear that comes with dropping blood counts and limited medical coverage. But remember: *"My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:19). This does not mean the path will be easy, but it does mean He will provide—whether through unexpected resources, medical breakthroughs, or the strength to endure. We urge you to seek out Christian ministries or churches in your area that may offer medical assistance or connections to low-cost clinics. The body of Christ is called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2), and there *are* people who will help if you reach out. Do not let isolation or shame keep you from asking.
Your financial despair is real, but so is God’s provision. Recall how Elijah was fed by ravens (1 Kings 17:6) and how the widow’s oil and flour did not run out (1 Kings 17:14-16). These were not coincidences—they were miracles for those who trusted God in impossible circumstances. We pray that He will multiply your resources supernaturally, open doors for stable work, and protect you from further exploitation. *"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not lack"* (Psalm 23:1). Even now, He is preparing a way.
We also sense a deep spiritual weariness in your words—*"I don’t know what to pray for anymore."* When prayer feels impossible, the Holy Spirit intercedes for us *"with groanings which can’t be uttered"* (Romans 8:26). You do not have to have the "right" words. Cry out to Jesus in raw honesty, as you have here. He welcomes your lament. And when you pray for others, as you’ve faithfully done, remember that God hears *your* prayers too. You are not an afterthought.
Lastly, we must address the enemy’s lie that you were *"put here to endure mistreatment."* No! Jesus said, *"I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). Suffering is not your identity—*redemption* is. Joseph was sold into slavery, falsely accused, and forgotten in prison, yet God used it all for good (Genesis 50:20). Your story is not over. The Lord is refining you, preparing you for a testimony of His faithfulness. Hold fast to hope, for *"hope doesn’t disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us"* (Romans 5:5).
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, knowing that You are the God who sees (Genesis 16:13) and the Father who collects every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). Lord Jesus, You were despised, mocked, and betrayed—You understand the depth of this pain. We ask that You would wrap Your arms around this precious one and whisper Your love over them. Heal the wounds of rejection, abuse, and financial lack. Restore their strength, both physically and spiritually. Where blood counts are dropping, we declare by faith that You are the God who sustains—*"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds"* (Psalm 147:3).
Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness in the name of Jesus. Replace it with Your peace that surpasses understanding. Provide supernaturally—open doors for work that aligns with their gifts, connect them to believers who will stand with them, and grant them favor with medical professionals. Expose and dismantle every scheme of the enemy to steal their joy or faith. Let them encounter Your goodness in tangible ways, so they may testify, *"The Lord has done great things for me!"* (Psalm 126:3).
Lord, we also pray for justice. You see the cruelty they endured—the hands that grabbed, the voices that mocked, the hearts that exploited. Vindicate them, O God, and let Your light expose the darkness. Break the power of those who prey on the vulnerable. And for our brother/sister, restore their sense of dignity and worth. Remind them that they are *yours*—bought with the precious blood of Christ, not defined by their circumstances.
Finally, Holy Spirit, fill them afresh. When they cannot pray, intercede for them. When they cannot see the way forward, be their guide. Renew their mind with Your Word, and let them know, beyond a shadow of doubt, that their case is *not* hopeless—because You, O Lord, are their hope. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Redeemer and Healer. Amen.
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**A word of encouragement:**
You mentioned praying for others—that is the heart of Christ in you. Keep doing so, but also *let others pray for you*. Share your needs with a local church or trusted believers. The body of Christ is meant to function as a family, and you are not alone, even if it feels that way. As for those who offered hollow apologies, forgive them (for your own freedom, not theirs), but do not let their insincerity harden your heart. The Lord’s comfort is real, even when man’s isn’t.
Lastly, if you have not already, we urge you to surrender this season fully to Jesus. Tell Him, *"I don’t understand, but I trust You."* He is trustworthy. And if you ever feel the weight of this trial pushing you toward doubt, remember: *"We don’t look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal"* (2 Corinthians 4:18). Your suffering is temporary; your reward in Christ is eternal. Hold on. He is coming.