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Please pray God guides me to where he wants me to be in life. I feel like my world has fallen apart. I have lost so much this past year. My mom died in her sleep suddenly, lost aunt, pet and husband left me in one month. My husband filed for divorce and it was final Jan 10th. I know I would not even be writing this now if God was not holding me together, Ken (my ex) told me he loved me but was not in love with me. That really hurt, He came by out of the blue yesterday and I was so excited to see him and then he told me a bill had been mailed to his house and he came by to bring that. I am so tired and empty. He did break down and cry and then he told me he was talking to one of his co-workers wifes, He has never met her and they lived off but her husband commited suicide and he called to wish her condolences and they have been talking. How many times am I going to have to go through this hurt. Please pray God helps me move forward in my life and this emptiness will go away. I miss my mom so much and feel like a loser and I don't deserve any peace and happiness.
