Leah B.
Humble Servant of All
Earlier I put up a prayer request about my appointment with a new doctor at a different VA. Well, praise Jesus, it could not have gone better! This doctor took a whole 45 minutes with me. She was SO compassionate and caring. Better still, she totally confirmed what I suspected: Yes, I do have COPD, but it's under excellent control. I'm doing 30 minutes twice a day on my exercise bike with no problem -- This with the bike at the highest tension setting. I can crank out 45 chair squats. Also, today I had to walk at least an eighth of a mile in freezing cold to get from the ramp to the VA building. Extreme cold is tough on a person with lung disease, but I was fine. Anyway, the thing is that I explained all this to my new doctor but told her of all the breathing difficulties I have after I eat and at night. I have to go to sleep all propped up because I can't breathe but when I wake up, I'm lying completely flat and breathing just fine. [Well, that's when my stomach is totally empty.] What I'm getting at: The doctor agrees with me that these breathing difficulties are from reflux symptoms and not a sign of worsening lung disease. She thinks that surgery is probably my best bet. She also thinks part of my breathing issues could be caused by postnasal drip because I have a deviated nasal septum. That may need surgical correction as well. Anyway, my main point is I am just so grateful to have a qualified physician take so much time with me and also validate me. I'm even more thankful because I asked for guidance from God as to whether or not to get the GERD correction procedure. It's major, major surgery. I will have pain and won't be able to eat solid foods for at least two months. But you know what? I need to correct any condition that interferes with my life this much, especially anything correctable that hurts my breathing. Through my research and through my validation from this physician, Jesus is telling me what I need to do. But to continue, I am also grateful to God for making me go out of my comfort zone and become more assertive: I recently got rid of a hairdresser that was not doing a good job. Now I have a great hairdresser who gave me a fantastic haircut that is super easy to style. I also finally spoke up and got a change of physician at VA. I wish I did that a long time ago. I pray in Jesus's name that I can be kind to people always but not be afraid to stick up for myself and make changes in the future. Thank you for praying for me. Thank you, Jesus, for answering my prayers.

