seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Good Morning Father, thank you so much for this day. Thank you for what you have done, thank you for what you are doing, and thank you so much more for what you are about to do. Lord I know that life is according to your time line and not ours. I deeply apologize for wondering away from our daily talks, you know my heart and we always talk throughout the day. Lord I also deeply apologize for whatever it was I did for the distance between Christopher and I. Lord allow me to forgive myself also. I am no longer sure what our intentions were we both talked so much about future moments together, did my actions mirror my words, as well as his. Father I genuinely could not stomach a no call back or response on his part. Not an excuse to drive to a cigarette but the flesh did take over, forgive me for not giving you that feeling and asking you to see me through it. If this action hurt him, may he forgive me. I genuinely want us to be happy, preferably together, but as he said there is someone for everyone may we find that in each other or be happy for the other if that someone is not us. I love him father, I have prayed to be equipped with all he needs yet here we are. I thank you as this is how you have also allowed it to be and your plan is better than mine. Lord only you see what I cant. May we be lead by faith and not by sight. Lord may I walk with your understanding and not mine, Lord may I lead with your wisdom and not mine, Lord may I guide with your grace. Lord thank you for the growth you will spring up in my life this year. Lord I give you my heart, be my eyes, my mouth, guide my hands. Lord I will continue to ask you for my husband, Lord I will continue to ask you to take care of him as you prepare us for one another. Lord you are my Sheppard, I hear you call out my name, may I have ears to hear your whisper, a heat protected by your blood, and the light that others need to see. Lord protect Christopher's walk may I please be able to handle this season we are walking into. Protect his family and those he loves, may I be able to mind my business. Please forgive me for not representing you in life as I should have, may he forgive me only you know for what, and lord may I forgive myself so that I can move forward into where you are taking me. Lord thank you for walking along side Evette and Sabrina, I give you my babies to guide, protect, and overflow in their hearts. Lord thank you for the restoration that you have set up for our lives in every aspect and in every relationship in our lives. Lord I love you thank you for the day that you have made. I need you, I trust you, I love you, I call onto you for this day. In your mighty powerful name I pray...AMEN