Shamshel
Disciple of Prayer
I married my husband nearly 12 months ago and relocated from my home state and family to be with him over 1600 miles away in another state. His family, adult children and young grandchildren, that live close to us, still do not know we are married. I am only his girlfriend. I told my family in January 2024. This situation with his family is very complex and has really taken its toll on me. My heart has grieved not being able to be openly married except at the church we attend 20 miles away. The 20th of October it will be one year. I don’t know if I want or am able to do another. I desperately need the Lord's guidance, wisdom, protection and clear direction as to what I should do. Stay or go. I truly believe we cannot move forward under the Lord's covenant with this deception. Thank you!

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.