mew415
Servant of All
God, you call me to marry. Thank you for placing this desire within my heart, mind and soul as well as my destiny. I thank you for creating the same desire within KGT's heart, mind and destiny to marry me. I thank you for giving him the courage to tell me he wants to get back together. But Lord, he is still scared of his own feelings. Help him to overcome that fear and come back to me fully and truly and actually act and feel confident of our future together. The past is past, we're not going back there. We're only going forward, and together, we CAN and we WILL overcome all the issues of the past so they won't be apart of our future. Help him to realize my value and importance. Thank you for immediately making him realize that I can't wait around forever for him to work through his emotions that he's so ferociously ignoring. Lord, don't let him escape his feelings for me. Please. Thank you thank you THANK YOU for bringing his love for me to the surface, thank you for making it undeniable in him and thank you for making it grow and grow and overflow in his heart. I thank you for making KGT's love for me the biggest thing he feels, knows and wants. Thank you for making ME the only person he wants to be with for the rest of his life. I pray Lord that he is able to be selfless and understanding in his thoughts about me. Thank you for having him go to therapy with me. Please Lord, make him want to go this Friday as well. Please. Have him ask me this week if he can go. Thank you for calming him, and bringing him to understand me greater, fuller. I love you Lord for your MANY blessings and opportunities. I pray you bless me with many more on this day. I pray that you give me the graces needed to survive the struggles of today with grace and joy. I pray Lord, that you push KGT over this obstacle that is keeping him from me. I pray that you make his love for me bigger and more undeniable than his fears of our beautiful relationship. I thank you Lord, for creating a wonderful, holy, selfless and loving and lasting marriage between KGT and I for our future. It is a wonderful gift that when that day comes when we say our vows and overcome any and all challenges that come our way. Please Father, I come to you humbly and boldly with my thanksgiving and requests. I ask that you continue to give me the graces needed to survive the challenges of present life. I pray that you continue to guide KGT back to be quickly, as quickly as you can Lord, but sooner. I ask that you push him hard through his fear of being with me. Create in him such an obsession to get me back it almost drives him crazy, what Lord, do I need to do to help? Guide me to do what is necessary to get him back before the month is over. Please. Officially back together, for the whole world to know and see. I want nothing more than to brag about our love and commitment to each other and how YOU did it. Please Lord, hurry. I thank you for granting me ALL that I pray. Thank you for quickly working to bring KGT back to me today. Thank you for creating this love between KGT and I that is unavoidable, unmistakable, and undeniable Lord. Thank you for being with us and guiding us as we walk together to the bond of marriage and thank you for creating life through us. I can't wait to start my future with him, and I ask that you hurry to bring us and guide us there. I am so excited to begin life as KGT's wife Lord. What a holy and Christ-like love we share. Lord, please keep him calm and understanding and thank you for giving him the grace to forgive and move forward to repairing our love and relationship. Thank you for helping him to overcome his fear of commitment and replace that fear with desire and need to be with me as my husband for all of our days on this earth. Thank you Lord. I am so blessed to be given such a holy and beautiful gift of a husband as KGT, and a love as strong as ours. Guide is quickly down this destined path. Please Lord. I long to praise you in our marriage, family and loving bond. Please. Grant me all this Lord. I am hungry for his love and I am thirsty for our lives to start together as husband and wife. Please Lord. I present my prayers to you with fasting and thanksgiving. Please do not let my prayers be in vain. I love him Lord, and he loves me, help him to end his fears of being with me forever. Please. I love you Lord. Thank you for guiding him back to me quickly and giving him back to me this weekend. Thank you Thank you Thank you. You are great. Grant me all this I pray, with the Holy Spirit and through Jesus Christ. Amen.
