God You Are Goood.

[hiloveimhaley]

Once everything seems to be going good the devil walks in and says "follow me" God all i ask is that you walk with me. Last night was incredible. God I know you are with me always, even when i doubt you, you always show up. Last night was so hard. I came home from church just to find out that things got out about me online. "Yes devil i know you are here and my god is bigger and stronger then anything you could ever force on to me." After all the tears and frustration i called my dad to try to make things better and say that the things i said on this website they found were a joke. I'm a teenager and i do stupid things sometimes. Of course my dad had no sympathy what so ever and i yelled at him and told him i wanted nothing to do with him ever again. My mom forgave me because she understands i'm a teenager and every teen make mistakes... my dad on the other hand thinks i'm perfect. Well news flash daddy i'm not and i'm sorry for now owning up to your standards. I was hurt and upset that someone would look up my name on google and basically black mail me. But of course when everything seems to be going so good the devil walks in and wants to tear that apart. After crying last night i went to bed and was talking to a good friend about what happened and she made me feel so much better and i went to sleep. Later on last night i heard my phone go off. I looked to see what it was it said "new text message" This text message was from a good friend that had no idea what i was going through last night... and it said this.... "I prayed for you tonight, know that i love you and so does god. night<3" Now friends... Don't anyone tell me god isn't real, he shows up EVERYDAY in my life and all i can hear him say is "Haley i love you, follow me" He knows how hard i'm trying to follow him and that text message last night made everything so much better. Things might not go over well with my dad for I am not talking to him right now, but i know god is always with me and by my friend telling me god loves me it meant the world. For anyone who doubts god just know that no matter what he is always there i can't say that enough. Another thing i have been thinking of is going to school to be a youth leader. This has been in the back of my mind and on my heart. I originally wanted to be a dentist but i know god is steering me in the right path and i will be looking further into being a pastor/and or youth leader. GOD IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.

Matthew 4:11 Then the Devil left him, and behold, angels came and served him. "god is my everything, the devil is just a part of life. I rid of him by saying my holy fathers name and he hates that. Devil there is nothing you can do to stop me from being with my father."

Matthew 17:18 And Jesus rebuked the Devil; and he departed out of him: and the child was cured from that very hour. "the devil has nothing to give, my father god will provide. I love you father!"

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. - Galatians 2:20 "god is my rock and my salvation with him i can do all things<3"

I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me. - Proverbs 8:17 "Hi father, i have found you and i'm yours forever<3"

Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD. - Leviticus 19:18 "I have no hard feelings for you dad."

NOTHING CAN SEPARATE ME FROM YOU BECAUSE YOUR LOVE NEVER FAILS.

YOUR LOVE NEVER FAILS YOU NEVER GIVE UP YOU NEVER LET GO OF ME.

FATHER I LOVE YOU MORE THEN THIS WORLD I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE WAS NOT CHRISTIAN LIKE. I AM SORRY FOR ALL MY MISTAKES AND ALL MY ERRORS. YOUR LOVE FOR ME AMAZES ME, IM NOT PERFECT, I WILL NEVER BE UNTIL I AM WITH YOU IN HEAVEN. FATHER YOU ARE UNLIKE ANYTHING I HAVE KNOWN YOU HAVE SAVED ME FROM THE DEVIL AND I THANK YOU. I'M WITH YOU GOD I WANT TO BE MORE LIKE YOU. "DEVIL I REBUKE YOU, YOU CAN NOT GET TO ME AND I HOPE YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU RUIN PEOPLES LIVES BUT I KNOW THAT GOD IS MY NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR HE WILL SAVE ME FROM YOU FOR YOU ARE JUST A SMALL THING IN HIS EYES, YOUR A FALLEN ANGEL AND YOU DESERVE NOTHING MORE BUT THE LOVE OF GOD." AMEN<3

 

[amor]

The Lord will always protect you against the evil tongue,so stay strong and always call on the Lord.Don't let the devil enter your soul and call and talk to your dad again in Jesus name Amen.

 

[jcdavid]

I pray that the SPIRIT OF GOD will give you direction as walk on the path to eternal life and glory. I pray that the joy of the Lord will ever remain in you so that tears will cease and total joy will take over your life in the NAME OF JESUS CHRIST-AMEN

 

[hiloveimhaley]

Thank you! The matter of talking to my dad is a whole different story. I forgive him but he doesn't forgive me and he doesn't understand it was a mistake. As of now i'm leaving him alone until he figures out that i made a mistake.. giving it to god is the only way out of it. God bless you both and thank you for your prayers!

 

[silverdreamer]

Haley, you are doing the right thing. Let Go and Let God. God will handle everything with your father, in his timing, God Bless You.

 

[hiloveimhaley]

Thank you so much i needed to hear that. I'm trying to stay strong through this all. it was a very hard situation and i'm not happy about what i did and i hope my dad realizes that.