JulieH
Humble Servant of All
I am becoming more and more stressed and depressed by the minute and more anxious, so much so my chest, neck and throat hurts and I am fighting the urge to completely break down. I feel very alone and scared of my life. I am not happy and I don't know how to get happy again. I have a great husband,kids and descent job etc that I am so thankful for and food on my table and a roof over my head. But, I am not "fulfilled" I guess and becoming depressed. And debts are so high that I can't ever leave my job to explore the other opportunities of this world, our retirement depends on it. I have prayed to God so much my body aches from it. He is the only one who can help me with my life, I know that, but am becoming so "angry" I guess that I am losing faith he will help. I am afraid this is going to end up killing me. I just feel this heavy burden and weight on me and I need it lifted. I can only ask again for my God to save me. Please please please save me God. Please fix this and show me the way out or provide a financial miracle. I will shout from the mountains of how great you are that again you came to my rescue....you have never failed me though at times I know I have felt like help wasn't coming, but it always did. I ask you for a miracle because with you ALL things are possible, therefore nothing is too big for you, even though it is daunting for me. Please get me through these changes and make me feel better and then show me a new way or bless me with something that will give me hope for a different better more fulfilling life so I can be a better Christian, wife and mother. God I have always been a hard worker since I was a teenager, but have never really been in a job that "rewarded" me for it. I feel like I am a prisoner in my life with no reprieve. Please Jesus bless me with your blood and send me a miraculous blessing that will set me free and allow me to be something more honoring to you and me. I hate myself for allowing things to have me in debt and I wanted out of this latest endevour so bad that I begged for it to be stopped but it can't and I have to have faith that there is a reason. Every one of us needs something so please hear the prayers of all who pray and are on this site. WE NEED YOU. In Jesus name I pray for you to hear my prayer. Amen.
