seanathon
Prayer Warrior
(i apologize, something happened and i felt like i needed to write about it i am feeling burdened even though i know more prayers were heard and are being answered and are getting stronger by grace to guide me today in healing and calmness. I am asking for help i know that i must show it with my own actions but i need help to cover where i fail i am imperfect and i cant stand causing more worry to my family because they are so on edge when i mess up, little things and attitudes irritate my mom because of failures of me in the past, and it is very hard for me to talk about my issues because my family has already had to deal with so much from me. i would ask that i would learn to respect my mom like when i was a kid and just lvoed being around her, yes i know that i love her and it showed so much more prominenntly and strong when i was a kid i dont know what happened, it is obvious that my own distance which has been my fault has angered her, i know that she feels that she wasnt a good mother but i know she actually was the greatest mom i could ever have wanted and i ask that you would show her in ways that i could not and that you would help me show her in ways that i could i ask for healing in this moment in jesus chrsists name amen and i fear it has been on my side, i know she still cares for me and i am asking that i would do any thingpossible and to ncompleltely give up any delusions and any animostiy and any small thing that annoys me up in order to bring back peace to this house. may the talk with my counselor tonight really help. AMEN
