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Lovenfaith
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God please help me pray for your will for me and Christian. I love him so much and my heart is filled with sadness at how our relationship ended. Although he emailed me back and accepted my apology I felt so sad that he isn't in my life to see this new change you have blessed me with. I am happier than I have ever been in my life I think before I act the depression is gone this all happened when I fell ill I feel you showed me how selfish I was being and I started a relationship with you and I would love to have Christian back in my life to share this change. I know h also made mistakes in the past but most of them i feel he made because I was so horrible to him, Father maybe its wrong to ask for reconciliation but its what my heart desires I dont ever want to be the jealous inscure girl to him for no legit reason I was insecure because of the abusive relationship i was in years ago you know this. Father please give me this chance again with Christian if its not your will I will understand I do not want to be with someone that you dont want me to be with. I do not want to hurt him or him hurt me I pray that your will be shown to me and if my future doesnt involve him I understand all I aks is that you fill this void in my heart and remove the guilt and the sadness and help me move on. Thank You
