Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Lord, can I please have a break from my mother? Please, please, please? I can't do this. This person screams all day. I just have hope to leave because I care for my grandma, and now I have kidney failure. This person screams at me all day. I just want her to stop for one day. I'm going insane. She screams all day, all night. I am falsely accused all day, all night. I can't even just have a glass of water because she yells at me. My teeth are so damaged I can't brush my teeth. I try so hard not to be around her, but I can't escape. Someone please help. My mother has Asperger's and she doesn't understand that she can't spend every single day doing what she wants because I did that for years, and my health is so bad. I can't take care of myself and my grandma because every single day this woman needs help with everything, and I have to honor my mother, but I can't do this anymore. I can't take care of my severely ill grandma because I'm so burnt out from my mother always SCREAMING AT ME. I don't know where to go. There is no help. I'm in a different country than the one I grew up in. Imagine being screamed at all day, every day. This person never is quiet. This person likes to scream all day at me. I can't do this. I can't. There is no help. Someone help me. I can't do this. My mind, my body, my brain, my heart. I can't handle the false accusations, screaming. Lord, stop or end my life. Nobody should have to be this controlled. I can't do it anymore. I ask for your help to help me end my life. I can't do this anymore. I'm going through such a hard time, and I need some quiet, but there is never quiet. Never. All day she screams at me. I don't want to honor my mother anymore. How can I do this? Please, please. Someone, I can't do this anymore. I want to die. She is constantly screaming. Please, please. Someone, I can't do this anymore.