Firelight
Humble Prayer Partner
I’m sorry. I tried. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t live the rest of my life in abuse. I can’t go on with a life without my child. I can’t cope with a life where my abusers have taken everything from me. I can’t fight this battle alone, but I can’t keep begging for help and understanding from people around me who don’t care. I can’t keep living life as a victim, as a burden. I know God has worked wonders in my life in so many ways, but this evil seems stronger than God, or God is not willing to help. God seems to be willing to help in many ways but turn a blind eye to this abuse, like the police and everyone else in my life. I just can’t go on hoping and having my heart broken again. I tried, but I just can’t do it anymore.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.