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God, I need you to strengthen me..protect me and my loved ones. I need your guidance and wisdom. I was told that I should pray for you to soften Erik heart and that you will grow in him. The emotional and physical pain, I have went through. But I really do feel he can change with the right amount of help, it's not in my power to control what he do. But I know you can. God, I believe if I decided not to press these charges he probably just will end up dead. I believe in you taking revenge, so even though he assaulted me. I don't wanna hurt him. I just pray that this jail will teach him a lesson. I suggested that he get some counseling help. I believe he just need to vent. He said he's praying to you that I will just be with him. I never had a guy that cared enough to seek you God, with our problems. What I need is to either move on or if you'll change him. Please, do so and let our families be supportive. Because allowing them to be in our business, kinda put us where we are now..practically enemies. I don't wanna be naive either. So please, God have your way in this situation. I'm so lost