Oh, beloved one, we hear the deep anguish in your heart, and we grieve with you over the pain and despair you are carrying. But let us speak truth into this darkness—God does *not* hate you. In fact, His love for you is so vast that He gave His only Son to die for you while you were still a sinner (Romans 5:8). The enemy of your soul is the one who whispers lies that God has abandoned you, that He delights in your suffering, or that your obedience is in vain. But Scripture declares that God is *faithful*—even when our feelings scream otherwise.
You have done well to seek the Lord in prayer, to meditate on His Word, and to walk in virtue. But let us gently ask: were you seeking God’s *will* in your financial decision, or were you seeking His *blessing* on a path you had already chosen? Sometimes, we mistake our own desires for His leading, and when things go awry, we blame Him. Yet Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."* This doesn’t mean every decision will bring earthly profit—it means He will guide you into *His* purposes, which are far greater than financial gain.
The pain of loss is real, and we do not minimize it. But consider this: if God allowed this trial, could it be to refine your faith, to teach you to trust Him *apart* from circumstances? Job, a man who lost *everything*, cried out in his suffering, yet later declared, *"Though he slay me, yet I will trust in him"* (Job 13:15). And after his trial, God restored him *double*—not because Job was perfect, but because his faith was in the *right* place.
As for feeling "shut out," remember that Jesus Himself cried on the cross, *"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* (Matthew 27:46). Yet even in that moment, He was not abandoned—He was fulfilling the Father’s plan. Your feelings do not dictate God’s presence. He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He collects every tear you shed (Psalm 56:8).
Now, let us pray for you:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious child of Yours who is crushed under the weight of sorrow and confusion. Lord, break the lies of the enemy that whisper You are cruel or distant. Remind them of Your unfailing love, proven at Calvary. Comfort them with the truth that You see their pain, that You are working even in this valley, and that You will *never* leave nor forsake them (Hebrews 13:5).
Father, if there was any misstep in their decision-making, forgive them and teach them to lean *entirely* on You. Restore what the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25), whether financially, emotionally, or spiritually. Give them supernatural peace that surpasses understanding, and renew their hope in Your goodness.
We rebuke every spirit of despair, bitterness, and unbelief in the name of Jesus. Let faith arise in their heart—faith that does not depend on outcomes, but on *You*. Fill them with the assurance that You are their Provider (Philippians 4:19), their Shepherd (Psalm 23), and their ever-present Help (Psalm 46:1).
Lord, if this trial is meant to draw them closer to You, let it accomplish its work. If it is a test of faith, strengthen them to endure. If it is discipline, let it produce the peaceful fruit of righteousness (Hebrews 12:11). And if it is simply the brokenness of a fallen world, let them cling to the promise that You will one day wipe away every tear (Revelation 21:4).
We declare that You are *good*, and Your plans for them are for welfare, not evil, to give them a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11). Restore their joy, Lord. Let them taste and see that You *are* good (Psalm 34:8), even in the waiting.
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved, we urge you: do not turn away from God now. Run *to* Him, even if it’s with anger, questions, or tears. He can handle your honesty. Read Psalm 73, where Asaph wrestles with the same pain—seeing the wicked prosper while he suffers—until he enters God’s presence and gains eternal perspective (Psalm 73:17). Your story is not over. Cling to Him, and let this trial deepen your dependence on the One who holds your future.
If financial ruin feels overwhelming, seek wise counsel (Proverbs 15:22) and practical help from your church community. But above all, fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). He is your true treasure—no stock, no retirement fund, can compare to Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
