God sees the beauty within ###. Sometimes we feel ugly because of our exterior looks but God sees only the beauty and he wants us to see that too. Just work hard at maintaining your weight but do not lose your faith. What he wills is what will be. He has someone there to look at you and see the beauty that you have within. Forget the outside and keep looking within as that which is inside will eventually blossom outside.
I pray that you see it is not if we are short or tall, fat or thin, rich or poor... just if we believe. That is the KEY to your happiness, Good Luck.