Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've posted a prayer request here a couple of times and am interested in hearing some feedback on a particular topic. Besides myself, I've noticed a number of other posters requesting God to turn back/reverse time/space/matter. Some of these requests are serious and seem completely legitimate. In any event, we live in this world in which time normally passes as a one-way arrow, and after the clock has ticked, there's no going back (I'm an electrical engineer and have spent much of my life designing and studying circuits in the "time domain," but also realize that we humans have no clue as to what "time" is). I fully accept God's sovereignty over His creation and understand why some folks may think that reversing time/space/matter may imply that God had somehow "made a mistake." I don't see it that way, and am familiar with the examples in the Bible in which God "relented." God relented when he was going to destroy Israel when they cast the golden calf after Moses interceded for them ("What would the Egyptians think?"). God relented when He was going to destroy Ninevah (man, they had some horrendous sins, like skinning people alive), but relented when they repented. God destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah, but still allowed Abraham to negotiate with Him about the Judge of all the earth potentially destroying the righteous with the unrighteous. Far be it from Him to do that. There are other examples as well. Interestingly, in these examples, God gives some kind of warning, and the people have committed heinous sins of which they were well aware. By doing this, God gave them time IN ADVANCE before He did anything. In my situation there was no warning, nor were there any heinous sins of which my family or I was aware, so we're stuck being reactive rather than proactive. I would think that God would let us know what, if anything, we had done wrong. One comparison I've thought about is prevention vs. healing with respect to disease/illness. Prevention is clearly the best, so it would seem that God reversing things and preventing an illness would be better than moving forward and [possibly] healing an illness.
The main reason I'm asking God to go back is that my precious son had been praying for me for 1 - 2 years prior to the event (which was diametrically opposite to what he had been praying for) happening and that the fallout has caused him to go from a stellar university student to one that is barely scraping by and is in danger of failing some classes. He just told me this recently. It feels like he's being punished for making honest, loving, heartfelt requests to God (to protect his dad's health and to improve his dad's relationship with Him). Our precious family, that had been a beautiful, loving, fully-functional family, brought together by God, would not be in its current state. This is negatively affecting me at work as well -- I look back at the last few years and see that I'd been more productive, innovative, and collegial than I'd ever been over my career of more than 40 years. I can't count the number of times I've mentioned to people about how much I enjoyed my current work and colleagues. I've been truly blessed, but now it's nothing short of a disaster. My son is negatively affected by my state and vice-versa. This whole thing has triggered a serious negative emotion in me from years ago that causes me significant discouragement. I'm upset because it would have been so loving and simple for God to have just answered his loving prayers. He never prayed for selfish things like riches, fame, etc... He certainly could have, seeing he's a very gifted child, intellectually and musically. I absolutely hate being in this state -- I see it as 100% evil -- and hate having to pray this type of prayer. God has answered many "normal" prayers in the past, including my prayer for a wife. Why in the world would He want me in a position to have to pray like this? I feel compelled to pray this way constantly because I want/need the answer so badly. My eyesight is messed up, my body has turned into a shriveled up mess, my cranium is a lumpy mess, my emotions are messed up, and I now have dependence on insulin due to pancreas damage, among many other things. Prior to this I'd never been hospitalized, nor did I take any medications. I don't have any destructive habits. I don't see anything else that would make things right. I'm 17 1/2 years older than my wonderful wife, and have been very healthy throughout our marriage. I believed God was going to keep me healthy and give us a long marriage/family life. My son and I are closer than most (this is why it's messed him up so much) and we have enjoyed much precious father/son time together. I'm a family man who would rather spend time with my family than with my job or other people, and now find myself spending too much time reminiscing over former things like texts, facebook posts, photos, etc... My son calls himself "nostalgic." He gets that from me, and I'd add the word "sentimental" to that.
So, my question is, "Who believes God would answer this type of prayer?...and why?" God declares that nothing is too hard for Him and that with Him all things are possible. I'm interested in hearing what others think on this topic.
I'd seen a post by someone wanting to go back to recover lost image files of precious memories. This one seems legit to me, especially since it sounded like it wasn't his/her fault, except for not backing the files up. I wanted to post a prayer, but the thread was closed.
Thank you.
The main reason I'm asking God to go back is that my precious son had been praying for me for 1 - 2 years prior to the event (which was diametrically opposite to what he had been praying for) happening and that the fallout has caused him to go from a stellar university student to one that is barely scraping by and is in danger of failing some classes. He just told me this recently. It feels like he's being punished for making honest, loving, heartfelt requests to God (to protect his dad's health and to improve his dad's relationship with Him). Our precious family, that had been a beautiful, loving, fully-functional family, brought together by God, would not be in its current state. This is negatively affecting me at work as well -- I look back at the last few years and see that I'd been more productive, innovative, and collegial than I'd ever been over my career of more than 40 years. I can't count the number of times I've mentioned to people about how much I enjoyed my current work and colleagues. I've been truly blessed, but now it's nothing short of a disaster. My son is negatively affected by my state and vice-versa. This whole thing has triggered a serious negative emotion in me from years ago that causes me significant discouragement. I'm upset because it would have been so loving and simple for God to have just answered his loving prayers. He never prayed for selfish things like riches, fame, etc... He certainly could have, seeing he's a very gifted child, intellectually and musically. I absolutely hate being in this state -- I see it as 100% evil -- and hate having to pray this type of prayer. God has answered many "normal" prayers in the past, including my prayer for a wife. Why in the world would He want me in a position to have to pray like this? I feel compelled to pray this way constantly because I want/need the answer so badly. My eyesight is messed up, my body has turned into a shriveled up mess, my cranium is a lumpy mess, my emotions are messed up, and I now have dependence on insulin due to pancreas damage, among many other things. Prior to this I'd never been hospitalized, nor did I take any medications. I don't have any destructive habits. I don't see anything else that would make things right. I'm 17 1/2 years older than my wonderful wife, and have been very healthy throughout our marriage. I believed God was going to keep me healthy and give us a long marriage/family life. My son and I are closer than most (this is why it's messed him up so much) and we have enjoyed much precious father/son time together. I'm a family man who would rather spend time with my family than with my job or other people, and now find myself spending too much time reminiscing over former things like texts, facebook posts, photos, etc... My son calls himself "nostalgic." He gets that from me, and I'd add the word "sentimental" to that.
So, my question is, "Who believes God would answer this type of prayer?...and why?" God declares that nothing is too hard for Him and that with Him all things are possible. I'm interested in hearing what others think on this topic.
I'd seen a post by someone wanting to go back to recover lost image files of precious memories. This one seems legit to me, especially since it sounded like it wasn't his/her fault, except for not backing the files up. I wanted to post a prayer, but the thread was closed.
Thank you.